PUBLIC APOLOGY
sorry dear... i guess i was more than a little pissed and jealous that you were spending more time with them than me.
really.
I didn't mean to hurt you or anything or to say that you aren't wanted by us...
it's just to expel a bit of the hurt and jealousy that has been cooped inside for too long
if you don't want to accept this, then don't
I can't force you anyhow.
but as I said then, I will always be there
that irritating little thingy in your life
whether you like it or not.
I hope it's the former.
it had better be:)
well............. another post just got deleted, and i have absolutely NO INTENTION of rewriting what I wrote TWICE.
so let's just say that my exams are over, ireceived my results, went to vivo, watched WTC ( which ROCKED) and have gottena thai giel to stay at my house.
yeah that pretty much sums up my life.
well.................... I usually have a lot of things to say.
i don't now.
cause I'm so disappointed.
super disappointed.
why don't things go the way they should?
why don't people think what they are supposed to think? ( no, nicole this sin't abt you)
wHy do misunderstandings occur?
I don't suppose there's a reason
even if there is, I don'r suppose you would tell me
why tell me anything anyway?
what's the point?
It's not like anything I say would help people?
I've seen people become disillusioned with life.
if you are. don't come near me.
I may be converted to your thinking soon.
why?
cause i've tried to help one too many disillusioned people.
and failed.
so LEAVE> ME>ALONE
if you are disillusioned.
I can't help
I won't play God
