FInally. the day I've been waiting for...
CTS ARE OVER!
haha:) you get my joy. i shan't talk about the exams cause nothing short of a miracle will give me As. actually, more like a pass. thats why, i've decided that everything is in God's hands. Cause i've already exhausted my own limited abilities.
still, i guess this CTs are kinda like a wake up call for me and my beloved slacker class...i hope promos won't be a repeat of this again. but i won't be surprised if it is. i just hope, next year will be a better year:)
i feel loved:) by my class, by the choir peeps, by FB, by all of you.
i love you guys too. this feeling of love is warm and comfy,snug and ...yeah:)it's an indescribable feeling of love.
i can't believe this.
it's a gift from GOd:D
i love my friends
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
seafood diet; when i see food, i eat!
GET OFFLINE NOW EUNICE! YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING!
i've never felt this ill-prepared. all i can say is that at least i'm not facing this alone. i've got God to carry me through this period. and i've got my good friends in slacker17 as well as muggerchoir. so i'm not alone.
thank God for good friends.
a simple life is bliss
i've never felt this ill-prepared. all i can say is that at least i'm not facing this alone. i've got God to carry me through this period. and i've got my good friends in slacker17 as well as muggerchoir. so i'm not alone.
thank God for good friends.
a simple life is bliss
Sunday, June 15, 2008
back down to earth with a thud
It's sad. I feel emo-fied. I'm not sure why. raging hormones perhaps, or deep thinking.
the past 4 statements have nothing to do with each other.
I'm sad.qing she is gone, flown away by airmail all the way across the pacific/atlantic/whatever ocean it is. and the chances that he'll return? to be honest, to be truthful to myself, i highly doubt he'll come back in the near future. all the best haocheng, you'll be missed.
I feel emo-fied. like fried with emo-oil.tossed into the frying pan, slowly simmering in there, getting more emo by the minute. HAH. i don't know. i'm a tad confused. i should be closer to you guys, shouldn't i? since we have more in common than anyone else? and i've known you guys since i was a wee lil' girl.all the stats say that we should be close friends. if not best of friends. but somehow...i don't feel like i can share much with y'all, and i don't feel like you're telling me much. it kinda hurts too. i mean, insider jokes and secrets? sometimes i feel like i give so much in this relationship but you're not giving anything at all. It's tiring you know? i know you guys try. but trying without any results isn't really helpful is it?
i know i sound grouchy. but this has been kept bottled inside for very long. i mean, we're supposed to be as close as FAMILY. but somehow, we're not. high expectations usually produce the hardest falls back down to earth.so i've learnt to protect myself by not having high expectations.
but i can't. cause i'm too idealistic. i'm too naive perhaps. once bitten twice shy doesn't apply to me. i go ahead and trust the very same person who has betrayed my trust again, and again.i always believed that theres something good, or at least the potential for goodness in every person.
i just hope i don't get hurt.
i'm idealistic. let me come clean about my view on relationships. not that i'm a prude or anything, but i don't think that this is the right time for it. not now, not yet. until i've reached the age of maturity (21), then will i feel that it's the right time to begin considering. and thats considering only! plus, my wish is to date one guy, and one guy only. i mean, why date if you know you're not gonna end up tying the knot? theres no meaning in the relationship then, is there? unless you say that the relationship is for fun, to that i say that then it's better off that we stay friends. yeah. it's like remaining pure. really completely pure, to the extent that my future husband is the only guy i'll date. how will i know? i know that if i walk closely with God, he'll show me the right guy. another way is my parents. yeah. shockingly, i do believe that they know better than me, and so if they approve, thats at least one less hurdle to climb. lotsa people stare at me as though i'm insane. many feminists ask: so what? if you keep yourself pure, but your future husband didn't? isn't that unfair?
i believe that God will honour my commitment to stay devoted to him alone until the right man comes along. i believe that God will not shortchange me. and even if my mr right has dated someone else before, i trust that everything is in God's plan and purpose.
another idealistic dream of mine, is that the guy has to ask my parents for permission to date me:D yeah. i'm traditional that way.
i just hope this saves me from heartache.
i know that you are facing a lot of problems right now. and a lot of confusion. but you must remember that you are not alone in this world. and that we will be here for you. after a while all these cliches sound repetitive, but these are from the bottom of my heart.i know that you don't need advice now, and all you want is a listening ear. you're smart. you'll be able to figure your way out of this mess of a hole. remember though, that there are some things that you cannot do alone. and thats when god and friends come in. i know you're probably disillusioned about god right now, but even though you don't feel his presence, he is there. and your future is in his hands. i guess your safest bet is to trust him. as CS Lewis. or was it Plato? can't really remember who, once said:" If God be God, i believe in him, I go to heaven, and you are doomed. but if God is not God, then we all are doomed. all in all, i'd rather take the chance and believe in him".
theres a lot of things that i don't understand as well. i need a whole lot of faith to overcome this unbelief.
GO SPAIN FOR EURO2008:)
the past 4 statements have nothing to do with each other.
I'm sad.qing she is gone, flown away by airmail all the way across the pacific/atlantic/whatever ocean it is. and the chances that he'll return? to be honest, to be truthful to myself, i highly doubt he'll come back in the near future. all the best haocheng, you'll be missed.
I feel emo-fied. like fried with emo-oil.tossed into the frying pan, slowly simmering in there, getting more emo by the minute. HAH. i don't know. i'm a tad confused. i should be closer to you guys, shouldn't i? since we have more in common than anyone else? and i've known you guys since i was a wee lil' girl.all the stats say that we should be close friends. if not best of friends. but somehow...i don't feel like i can share much with y'all, and i don't feel like you're telling me much. it kinda hurts too. i mean, insider jokes and secrets? sometimes i feel like i give so much in this relationship but you're not giving anything at all. It's tiring you know? i know you guys try. but trying without any results isn't really helpful is it?
i know i sound grouchy. but this has been kept bottled inside for very long. i mean, we're supposed to be as close as FAMILY. but somehow, we're not. high expectations usually produce the hardest falls back down to earth.so i've learnt to protect myself by not having high expectations.
but i can't. cause i'm too idealistic. i'm too naive perhaps. once bitten twice shy doesn't apply to me. i go ahead and trust the very same person who has betrayed my trust again, and again.i always believed that theres something good, or at least the potential for goodness in every person.
i just hope i don't get hurt.
i'm idealistic. let me come clean about my view on relationships. not that i'm a prude or anything, but i don't think that this is the right time for it. not now, not yet. until i've reached the age of maturity (21), then will i feel that it's the right time to begin considering. and thats considering only! plus, my wish is to date one guy, and one guy only. i mean, why date if you know you're not gonna end up tying the knot? theres no meaning in the relationship then, is there? unless you say that the relationship is for fun, to that i say that then it's better off that we stay friends. yeah. it's like remaining pure. really completely pure, to the extent that my future husband is the only guy i'll date. how will i know? i know that if i walk closely with God, he'll show me the right guy. another way is my parents. yeah. shockingly, i do believe that they know better than me, and so if they approve, thats at least one less hurdle to climb. lotsa people stare at me as though i'm insane. many feminists ask: so what? if you keep yourself pure, but your future husband didn't? isn't that unfair?
i believe that God will honour my commitment to stay devoted to him alone until the right man comes along. i believe that God will not shortchange me. and even if my mr right has dated someone else before, i trust that everything is in God's plan and purpose.
another idealistic dream of mine, is that the guy has to ask my parents for permission to date me:D yeah. i'm traditional that way.
i just hope this saves me from heartache.
i know that you are facing a lot of problems right now. and a lot of confusion. but you must remember that you are not alone in this world. and that we will be here for you. after a while all these cliches sound repetitive, but these are from the bottom of my heart.i know that you don't need advice now, and all you want is a listening ear. you're smart. you'll be able to figure your way out of this mess of a hole. remember though, that there are some things that you cannot do alone. and thats when god and friends come in. i know you're probably disillusioned about god right now, but even though you don't feel his presence, he is there. and your future is in his hands. i guess your safest bet is to trust him. as CS Lewis. or was it Plato? can't really remember who, once said:" If God be God, i believe in him, I go to heaven, and you are doomed. but if God is not God, then we all are doomed. all in all, i'd rather take the chance and believe in him".
theres a lot of things that i don't understand as well. i need a whole lot of faith to overcome this unbelief.
GO SPAIN FOR EURO2008:)
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I conquered MOUNT FABER
my number tag
the back of the free shirt
I ran, and ran, and i conquered mount faber ! somehow stupid blogger posts the pictures rotated wrongly. but i can't be bothered to correct it. maybe cos i don't know how to:)
haha 10 k may not seem far to you but it was a gruesome tiring trip.i shall blog the whole gruesome journey tonight:) but all i can say is:" WO CHENG GONG LE!"
I came, I saw, I conquered.
very annoying.my pictures keep coming up where i don't want them. can't be bothered to shift them already.so what you have is a luan qi ba zhao post:D
all of us in one lift
heh:)MY SHOP! MY NAME!
some 'artistic' picture my dad took. or at least he claims it to be artistic
practicing english with uni students
with the 2 students at the uni. wanna know why we're laughing like that? cos frederick and stephen were fooling around with the cam.
I'm back! duhh. okay. since this trip is kinda hush hush, i can't post up incriminating photos. all i can say is that this trip has been a really meaningful experience, and i feel like i've grown closer to god, when taken away from the distractions and busyness of a singapore lifestyle. i've also learnt a lot about evangelism, as a part of my life, and not a special structured event. excuse the choppyness in my sentences, but coming home from a 3.5hour flight on SHENZHEN airlines has certainly done some damage to my brain:)eesh. neck cramp...
so. i shall just let the pictures do the talking.
OH. before i left, there was the children's camp at church. where i met some adorable kids! haha. yeah. and there were these 3 really cute girls, who were like K2, yeah. and they told me:"How i wish you could be my mummy!" _._ i was like. ERM. do i look THAT old? then they asked me if i could go and live with them and take care of them. and i was like" sorry darlings, i do have SCHOOL to attend you know?" and they went "HUH? don't bluff! you're working already what!" yeah. and my darling sis jjust stood in the background. laughing her head off. oh well.
THis cute lil' girl is called seraphina.HAHA. nana! you've got a namesake! and shes cuter than you:)
i like eva too:) in fact, shes the best.cos shes the most dong shi one. it's like, she is mischievious, but she knows when to keep her distance
i hate clingy children
this. is chloe, one of my wannabe"children"
haha. her again:) couldn't resist. she'sjust too adorable!
dionne. another wannabe kid:)
ahh. sheesh i'll upload china pictures ANOTHER TIME. stupid me just deleted all of those that i uploaded:)
oh well. i've got nothing to do. might as well upload them now.
being fickle is a women's preorgative:)
me and my sis on a china bus. titus is in the background somehow:) and he looks a bit lost
me on the phone. one wuliao picture that my sis took. along with her zi lian photos. and yes, i was actually on the phone. to my dad.
brazillian buffet! haha. see the shock look on my mum's face? yeah. the place reminded me of sonia and voracious:)
ehm,i'm kinda teaching a chinese song. and they understood me! andrew's playing the guitar, and my sis is trying not to laugh at the last minute actions that i'm making up on the spot
haha.emily and andrew sparring. so totally imbar:)
OH. and we ate like MACs EVERYDAY. sheesh. but their macs is cheap la.just that. i'm really tired of burgers now. no more KAP for me, i hope!
haha
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really tired. tomorrow got a 10k run up mount faber. hope i wake up. hopw i don't die halfway
all of us in one lift
heh:)MY SHOP! MY NAME!
some 'artistic' picture my dad took. or at least he claims it to be artistic
practicing english with uni students
with the 2 students at the uni. wanna know why we're laughing like that? cos frederick and stephen were fooling around with the cam.
I'm back! duhh. okay. since this trip is kinda hush hush, i can't post up incriminating photos. all i can say is that this trip has been a really meaningful experience, and i feel like i've grown closer to god, when taken away from the distractions and busyness of a singapore lifestyle. i've also learnt a lot about evangelism, as a part of my life, and not a special structured event. excuse the choppyness in my sentences, but coming home from a 3.5hour flight on SHENZHEN airlines has certainly done some damage to my brain:)eesh. neck cramp...
so. i shall just let the pictures do the talking.
OH. before i left, there was the children's camp at church. where i met some adorable kids! haha. yeah. and there were these 3 really cute girls, who were like K2, yeah. and they told me:"How i wish you could be my mummy!" _._ i was like. ERM. do i look THAT old? then they asked me if i could go and live with them and take care of them. and i was like" sorry darlings, i do have SCHOOL to attend you know?" and they went "HUH? don't bluff! you're working already what!" yeah. and my darling sis jjust stood in the background. laughing her head off. oh well.
THis cute lil' girl is called seraphina.HAHA. nana! you've got a namesake! and shes cuter than you:)
i like eva too:) in fact, shes the best.cos shes the most dong shi one. it's like, she is mischievious, but she knows when to keep her distance
i hate clingy children
this. is chloe, one of my wannabe"children"
haha. her again:) couldn't resist. she'sjust too adorable!
dionne. another wannabe kid:)
ahh. sheesh i'll upload china pictures ANOTHER TIME. stupid me just deleted all of those that i uploaded:)
oh well. i've got nothing to do. might as well upload them now.
being fickle is a women's preorgative:)
me and my sis on a china bus. titus is in the background somehow:) and he looks a bit lost
me on the phone. one wuliao picture that my sis took. along with her zi lian photos. and yes, i was actually on the phone. to my dad.
brazillian buffet! haha. see the shock look on my mum's face? yeah. the place reminded me of sonia and voracious:)
ehm,i'm kinda teaching a chinese song. and they understood me! andrew's playing the guitar, and my sis is trying not to laugh at the last minute actions that i'm making up on the spot
haha.emily and andrew sparring. so totally imbar:)
OH. and we ate like MACs EVERYDAY. sheesh. but their macs is cheap la.just that. i'm really tired of burgers now. no more KAP for me, i hope!
haha
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really tired. tomorrow got a 10k run up mount faber. hope i wake up. hopw i don't die halfway
Sunday, June 01, 2008
FIGHT, SCORE
ALtos fought today. i could sense it. I am proud to be an alto
psst. i won't be round for next week. uphold me in prayer:)
and don't call/msg me for goodness sake between 7th and 14th June.
unless you wanna incur overseas charges...
psst. i won't be round for next week. uphold me in prayer:)
and don't call/msg me for goodness sake between 7th and 14th June.
unless you wanna incur overseas charges...
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