Thursday, March 22, 2007

what is their problem man?
rrrrrrrrrrreally don't know.
don't want to know either
they can get out of my world.
GET LOST!
there should be a sign: this is EUNICE world
SHE makes the rules. the decisions.
if i don't like you...you don't exist.pffft

calm down eunice. calm down

if they don't exist, why do you even bother to get so pissed up over them?







because eunice's world doesn't exist






hahahahahaha... choir camp. i LOVE AH BA!!!
this is the bestestbestest group i've EVER been in la.
the juniors were okay. but one person really pissed me off.
i mean. so what if you're a leader?
does that mean you can extract yourself from what everybody else is doing??
does that mean you're not a member like everyone else?
pfffffffft
ANYWAYS. i get over my anger really FAST
so i was HIGH the whole time. just ask the group
abba can become Ah BA
HOOTS!!!!
high HIGH HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love being high. and going crazy. and having people laugh at my rubbish
for a change...
love ah ba. love my members.even HER. that junior you all don't like
i'm a nice person
i shan't discriminate
until you give me a reason to.







you do.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great
Chorus:
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five
Reese Witherspoon, She's the prom queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before I want my money back
this is a nice song. seriously. it's totally true.... that's what hollywood's all about...oh well.
i'm starting to believe that all my parents do, are really in my best interests, no matter how terrible i think it is. i'm beginning to think that i ought to be more grateful to all that they're doing. instead of complaining about what they're not doing. i mean... what;s the point of complaining about something you know you'll not get it NOW, but you'll get it some other time?
i think i'd rather wait than complain.
watched TITOUDAO today.it's seriously the BEST show that i've watched ...it's super FASCINATING!!!!!!! haha esp the autograph signing part... and the bus ride:)
really made me wonder about thedying trade of street opera. it's actually quite saddening la.
cause one day all that's left is just a feew pages of notes in history books about them...
had chem remedial today. actually it was an utter waste of time. cause all we did was to do 5 MISERABLE QUESTIIONS and miss chng went through them... spent the time getting bullied by swee leng. i'm sure patricia agrees with me 100%!!!!!!! haha
oh well. i think i'm growing up. which may actually be a bad thing.
OH YA i just thought of something cedar has done to me
it has made me more DOWN TO EARTH! i think in sec1 i was like damn stuck up.... in all my conversations, i was like correcting other pple pronounciations. now, i think i couldn't care less.
haha
choir camp tmr. that SUCKS. i just hope my group won't be the LAST again like last year... that's prob cause theyhad two slacking leaders...ya. me and yingwai..
that was TERRIBLE... wahahaha.
this year... i'll be a damn enthu leader! yays. diao.
GO ABBA! pukes. what kind of name is THAT!
oh yeah teengames... playing with my class:) we're called
furore!
haha it's few-roar-ray...
it means to IGNITE GREAT PUBLIC INTEREST
hahahahaha
mrs peh is gonna be so proud of us!

Friday, March 09, 2007

IT"S THE END OF TERM!!!!!!!!!!
ifeel so accomplished. i know i've worked hard and i know that i've given this term my all.
so whoever disagrees can just talk to my hand. I DON"T CARE.
ithink that i'm maturing. gotta learn that even if things don't go the way i'dprefer themto go, i just better shut up and accept it...
gonna miss cedar a lot alot alot. even if i complain about my school, it's like this permanent GOOD memory that stays forever. it's the people that make up the memory and it's the people i will never forget. NEVER EVER.
life has been a smooth journey in cedar cause we're pretty NICE people. generally very accepting.
even if we hate you, we 'll try our best to accept you the way you are.
cedarians are LOUD, FUN, SOCIABLE people. and if in JC( whatever jc i go to) people think i'm AA, I DON"T GIVE A DAMN! cause i'm like that and if you don't like it TOO BAD. it's NOT MY PROBLEM.
i will be a TRUE CEDARIAN. i will let the legend of cedar LIVE IN ME....
okok that was so patriotic...
BUT. i really hope iwon't change.
I WON"T CHANGE!