Saturday, September 27, 2008

promos are over. seriously.
the sweet smell of freedom beckons me.
and all thats stopping me from playing incessantly is time.
and pw.

i have a pretty calm, serene feeling after promos.
it's totally unlike what i've felt in the past?
it's not the anxious, crap, i have no idea if i can do well kinda feeling...
but it's not cause i know i did really well
on the contrary, i have no idea how i did...
but this feeling of peace comes from knowing that god's in control of my results.
and if He's taking charge of it, i couldn't have asked for anything better.


after the bio paper, it was like everybody went totally crazy!
okay. my class version of crazy is to go to the amphi...
and stone:)
but we haven't done that for a long long time...

then we went for spa briefing.
which was an extremely restless period.
cos everyone was itching to go out.

then the pae people (not on purpose!)
went to ajisen ramen in PS together:)
and we stoned at the table for 2 hours.
it was quite funny how the waitresses kept giving us hints to leave...
cos we were there for like a really really long time.

friday we had the trial.
and boy, was it some trial.






oh. by the way, I just found out that I'M ATTACHED!
it's like this young man, had always been there in my life, just waiting for me to accept his undying love for me? and i kinda realised today, how wonderful his love is, and how much i love him too!
he's written me love letters, 66 in all compiled into one book! and i've memorised some parts of it, where he tells me how great his love for me is, and what he is like.
he's given me flowers, in all sorts of different shades and colours. in fact, every tree and plant that blossoms? yeah, those are his gifts to me.
I'm so excited, i can't wait to get to know him better. In fact, we talk to each other everyday!
i know he won't betray me, because integrity is the characteristic he exemplifies.
actually, i haven't exactly seen him before? but i know that he loves me to the point of death. he's willing to die for me. can you imagine that?


yes. i'm attached to JESUS! the most wonderful guy that can ever exist. and my life will be a service to him.

it's something i just realised from the conference i attended.
i don't just want to be pure, i want to be radiantly pure.
as i want to keep myself pure for my future husband,
i want to focus all my thoughts and all me efforts to pleasing HIM, my REAL husband.

and because i am a princess, the daughter of a King,
the question shouldn't be:" why can't I follow the way of the world?"
but" why SHOULD i follow the way of the world"

i'm willing to take the highway, cos i know he has the best plan in store for me. I know that what he wants for me, far surpasses my wildest imaginations.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

incoherant. illegible. irrational

i'm mugging.


well, i had better be!


promos are going to be O.V.E.R! whee!


faster faster over!


then off to play to my heart's content, before the start of the school year again next year.

the assumption is that i'll do well enough to be concerned about the next year of schooling.

the barrier to entry is the minimum passing requirements for each subject.


i have a monopoly of the study room in my house now. and so does yj.

so do a lot of other people.

what does this prove? a local monopoly does not equal to a global monopoly.

SHUCKS. my brain is bombarded and in an utter mess.


all the information is mind boggling.



wahaha. two days of 'holidays'
meant for studying lah

but i miss 17:) and our un-muggerish ways.

i just realised that half of the nicknames that i have in NJ are bestowed on me by yunjie and nana, my mum and my dad.

during PE i'm shu cai. cause nana shouts that whenever i'm stoning.and whenever i'm not.
I'm NO-HEAD to yj's STONE head and sonia's STINKhead
erm. once in a blue moon yj and sonia will call me nini. it's gross. utterly disgusting. actually, i forgot how that came about.
OH MAN. it was thomas who gave it to me during some GC discussion thing online.-.-
oh. and nana, my brilliant but retarded dad gave me the name: AMPLICILLIN TOH KANG JUN which is rather funny. but at least it's not as bad as my brother's name: plasmodium:)
haha

i love my wacky family! i think i ought to put up a family tree.
after promos.









GO GUNNERS!

couldn't resist that:)




incoherant. illegible. irrational.
this describes the state that eunice is in, PERFECTLY.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

gungho gunners

pictures of chevron! sonia was right. they're all of people!


emily, me and elaine
i think we were posing:)

me and elaine.

somehow, this time, i joined her in her camera-hogging activities

haha:) the uber cool flat screen... in a CHALET can you believe that?

erm. at the toilet mirror. this was the only one that i stayed still enough for her to snap.
the KARAOKE SESSION!
as you can see, wenxin and i are laughing madly. cause the bunch of adults who went with us are just the cutest funniest karaok-ing companions you can ever find.
nicolette, me and val
don't mess with us, we've got backup!

holidays are almost over.
to be truthful, i've never felt more 'holiday-ed' in my life
this holiday has truly been a time to rest, relax and rejuvenate
and i think i needed it.
i needed time alone, to think about what i'm doing with my life
i needed time to pause and soak in the goodness of God.
during the busyness of the term, it's so easy to forget God





promos are fast fast fast approaching.
actually, it seems too fast.
sometimes i wish i could stop the earth from spinning, maybe just for ONE day
and then i realise that if it does stop spinning, we'll all fall off
if time and tide wait for no man,
how much more do you think that it will wait for me?
it's time to do some reflecting, girl.
the year is almost up,and somehow, i feel that the THING i'm supposed to accomplished this year hasn't been done yet.
somehow i feel that every year, theres ONE thing that i will accomplish
that will somehow label the year for my memory, for the rest ofmy life
i guess, it either hasn't happened this year, or there have been too many things going on that nothing seems especially spectacular.
there was Italy, and FB, and CTs, and China, and national day,
well, somehow, nothing feels that spectacular yet.
i feel it in my bones:) theres bound to be something big to do, that i haven't done yet.
i'm dying to know what it will be.
it's quite funny, i entered JC with the intention of being known as the quiet one.
HAHA. laugh all you want
cause i know that 'quiet eunice' is an oxymoron in the making.
it's quite sad actually. i can be quiet!
sonia and YJ will beg to differ.
so will ben.
aiyah. they claim my record is shutting up for 5 minutes only.
BUT. i beg to differ:)
oh well, i shall do a post mortem of the year when the year has really ended.
but i'm glad for all the thingsi've done this year.
i'm glad for all the friends i've made.
i realised this is not the first post that i've done thats ended in this way,
but, seriously, i feel very contented every time i sit down to blog
-.-
it's like all my pent up feelings evaporate.
i like this quote i heard somewhere:
the worth of a dollar is not measured by how much you can buy with it, but by how hard you worked to earn it.