Oh man... just came back from X-country today... so funny... yeah and I got my 'Red Badge Of Courage" for the unintelligent and uninformed, it means that I bled... and injured myself..blerghs...haha... I LOVE BLOOD ... oops, a BIT too random... but seriously, I kinda think blood is COOL... isn't it??? haha think i sound like a useless sadist... actually all doctos are sadists, therefore sadists are acually SMART people, and when you deduce stuff further, it means that I am SMART! yay! oops.. I have a bad habit of sidetracting. hm...

Now, on a more serious note, at least as serious as I can get, I feel kinda loner in 3/s... cos it's like I dunno how to keep my friends or something like that, or that my mouth shoots off without thinking... I think that's sad cause it makes people hate me... cause I hurt them, and yeah...So, I guess if I have really hurt you people with my careless words, sorry... and don't think I'mweird, even though I know sometimes I am... But, let me be myself. Don't let what you say or think dictate my existence... let me grow and mature in myown time... but guide me along the way...

hm... my piano exam is also like around the corner. I'm VEry SuPer SCAREd... cause I admit, I haven't exactly worked hard yet...okay, maybe I have... just a little bit... but well,the end result is up to Him... and yeah... If his plans say that i'm gonna fail to teach me not to be so arrogant, well, no amount of hard work will change his plans... But i sure pray I'ld pass...

yeah that's all for now...
eunice...the lovely personX))

hi... HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY to all the mother's out there... okay. nothing left to say...

O Lord I'm your willing servant
You know that I have been for years
I'm here in this pew every Sunday and Wednesday
I've stained it with many a tear
I've given you years of my service
I've always given my best
And I've never asked you for anything much
So Lord I deserve this request

Chorus:
Please don't send me to Africa
I don't think I've got what it takes
I'm just a man, I'm not a tarzan
Don't like lions, or rivers, or snakes
I'll serve you here in suburbia
In my comfortable middle class life
But please don't send me out in the bush
Where the natives are restless at night

I'll see that the money is gathered
I'll see that the money is sent
I'll wash and stack the communion cups
I'll tithe 11 percent
I'll volunteer for the nursery
I'll go on the youth retreat
I'll usher, I'll deacon, I'll go door to door
Just let me keep warming this seat


lalala I love this song also... by Scott Wesley Brown... real special... please read it! cause you have to grasp the meaning...sometimes we're like the guy in the song... I'll service to God is limited to what WE are comfortable to do. what we don't realize is that we're not indispensable to God. He IS God after all... he can use whoever he wants you know...hm...yes... I feel like talking more, but I kind of have to go now...
BYE!

hey all the pple who are waiting for golden words to drop out from my mouth X)) haha... which I'm sure are actually not many People....hm... yesterday Sparkers ( for all the unimformed, that's my Sunday school group...) had a wonderful discussion at our erm... lesson...yep... we were talking about the Da Vinci Code and like, bad influences that package themselves in subtle ways... yep... so I guess, we should really ask ourselves, whether if something may be legally right, but morally wrong, should we use the legal allowances as our excuse for doing stuff that doesn't glorify God or for that matter, make him pleased? ya. and the Da Vinci code... you know those pple who claimed that christians should loosen up and ya... watch it for Arts sake... or for knowledge sake.... well, I can survive very well without knowing what the book is about...well and like what Diana said, or rather what she quoted from uncle bee keong, why should we go and watch the movie, knowing that part of the money is being paid to some author who is blaspheming GOd?hmph... haha I think I just ranted... today was a crappy day. cause I had to stay back for CHOIR WEBPAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!bah. anyway, ya the class was super funny today as we watched 50 first dates... I didn't think it was really touching, but apparently, alicia tay is very easily touched and amused... haha she's so lovable la... she wants to be like the girl you know, so We said we would like knock her brains out so that she would have the same AMNESIA...haha anyway... 3s is full of crap... that's why i Love it...haha everyday, I see a big family council, with the spouses accusing each other of flirting with other people and the two dogs ditting there looking SO INNOCENT AND CUTE.... hahaha hm... i learnt that it's ONLY polite to reply people if they tagged, ya so I should...

Qing Ying: haha okay, will link you, but do you really need to like click the button FOUR tiems???? haha

Untip! yay! thanks for leaving your special touch behind... God Bless...

KaiQi: Boo back to you... I'm not scared...X))

Eileen: yeah vice president of the Melvin club... said target is not as mean now la... anyway... ya CHOIR STARTS AGAIN to torment my life... boos...and Qingying don't like you... cause I managed to get in without password... haha

Wei shan... I see your smile, so being the nice person i am, I'll smile back...X)) shan-er...haha



Okay.
I ought to stop now...
Uncle Kai Cheong and auntie Estella are coming back! yay
so are Lydia and Stephen! yay!
oh well, that's quite DUH...
anyway, yep... that's about all
but I don't really waht to go...
let me sing a song
apparently not many have heard it befor...
but it's REally Really MEANING FUL...

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm

What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'
Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again

And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny

No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

hey. Iknow ist's been like 1 month since I blogged. I"M ALIVE. okay, just in case you were wondering...actually life's been pretty restless for me, I'm sad to say...I have my darling KaiQi to accompany me in class(to Sleep) darling Kok,(doggy no.2) Lynette( whom I cannot call darling or lack will kill me...) but it's like life just goes on. Irealised that no matter how many friends you make in the year, when you like leave, you forget everything... no, maybe not, but, it's hard to strike up converations with people whom you haven't seen in a long while... which crazy guy said: absence makes the heart gorw fonder? cause it's so totally UNTRUE. Let me share a secret... wait, secrets aren't meant to be shared... haha... I feel friendless... you know, i always pray that God would grant me this special friend who is well like me, accepts me for who I am, and well, we can talk about the most sensitive stuffs... at the moment, I only have God... but I want a real person get it? hm....don't feel offended okay? I mean any one who reads this? Lynette comes close to the friend i want. so does kok. but, hm... there's just something missing.... I don't Know what.
hm... e maths test was screwed. I admit, I've not been exactly FAITHFUl in studying... but I tried. Praying that God would give me discipline and self-control...haiz. I wonder if i'm the person that God wants me to be. cause I kind of realise that I am IRRITATING myself. I wonder, if i put myself in other people's shoes, what would I think about myself? But, why must my self worth be based on what other people see me? Shouldn't I be thinking how worth I am to God, and ya... but, I wanna walk in other people's shoes...Perhaps I'm irritating cause I do stuff, or say things before I think, or filter my thoughts... I guess it's not frank, it's hurting. I really need tothink first and move this big brain of mine. So if I've offended anyone, SORRY....oh my,I just realised, I'm maturing... I guess this is the moulding process, whereby, God guides me in the right direction... If only I weren't that stubborn...