2008 is 8 hours away
COOL:)haha
went out with nette,yichan,jiemin,wayeshyang,boss
made me slip into remember-ance mood
remember primary school?
man, those were THE days
somethings just never change...
like the maturity of the guys, or their lack of it
and the lurve between us that never changes(hinthint)
hahahaha
National treasure2 was cool, and was made even more exciting by the best company i could have...
CINNAMON JELLY BEANS
hahaha
and i just got the BESTEST christmas present EVER.
WHOS AT THE TOP NOW?
from the Gunners with lurve:)
BOO to all the man U fans.
this is gonna be how the EPL table looks at the end of the season.
JUST YOU WAIT
the power of the team of gunners will ultimately triumph
too bad for all who aren't gooners.
you'll weep come May 2008.
HAHAHA
NJC, whether you're ready or not, I'm COMING
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
Friday, December 21, 2007
this is tiring. remind me again why I'm even doing this.
the again, remind me never to do this again.
the caroling thing is getting on my nerves. especially since some people won't co-operate.
i guess this is what happens when you have a laid-back person in charge
i guess i'm not cut out for this.
WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO???
oh well, remind me please: it's for the kids
to make them feel loved, and cherished.
to glorify GOD
above all...It's not about me, i guess.
so i have no reason to grumble.
oh well...
the year is ending, i'm feeling pensive ( yes, these 2 things go hand in hand)
i'm excited for the new year.
i wonder what lies beyond that door?
the again, remind me never to do this again.
the caroling thing is getting on my nerves. especially since some people won't co-operate.
i guess this is what happens when you have a laid-back person in charge
i guess i'm not cut out for this.
WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO???
oh well, remind me please: it's for the kids
to make them feel loved, and cherished.
to glorify GOD
above all...It's not about me, i guess.
so i have no reason to grumble.
oh well...
the year is ending, i'm feeling pensive ( yes, these 2 things go hand in hand)
i'm excited for the new year.
i wonder what lies beyond that door?
Friday, December 14, 2007
had captains ball yesterday at angelas place
woke up at an unearthly time of 8am, actually, come to think of it, that's not quite so unearthly compared to the time i have had to wake up during the past year
heh
anyway, met matthew on the train. come to think of it(i'm doing a lot of thinking today) it's quite funny how we met. he told me to msg him when i was on the train, so I did.
but just as i msged, he msged too, saying that let's meet at clementi cos the train he's on has just passed yishun, and how he doubted if i could be on it.
turns out, we were on the same train, haha.
then met titus and theon at clementi, and walked to angela's house.
and then, we played ball
actually, i expected to go back after lunch...
haha, but...we ended up watching a movie, going to bowl(at a place with no bowling alley) and then to an arcade(which was an utter rip-off so we didn't play anything)...and then to the foodcourt(where only 1/10 of us were eating)
yeah...seems so uneventful, doesn't it.
captain's ball was good. exercise, i mean.
it's rather funny how i've slacked off exercising since the hols begun.
even though i thought i would have more time.
i guess, the more time i have, the more time i waste.
i shall put a stop to my time-wasting!!!!!
maybe in another year or two
ahhh well.
talked to sweeleng yesterday's yesterday;)
and i suddenly remembered all the good times we've had together
ahh
life must go on dear.
life doesn't have a pause button.which, is a good thing
if it did, our life would be wasted on pauses, and we'd never learn to move on.
on a more pleasant note,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH SWEELENG!
the last of spectrum to be 16:)
oh, and i wanted to wish jimmy, BREAK A LEG!
for his concert, which i couldn't attend:)
ahh.2007 is ending.
what will 2008 bring?
I have no foggiest idea, but i know that whatever it is, God, and I can handle it together.
He'll keep the universe spinning, and i'll sit at his feet and listen:)
peace, beyond imagination
woke up at an unearthly time of 8am, actually, come to think of it, that's not quite so unearthly compared to the time i have had to wake up during the past year
heh
anyway, met matthew on the train. come to think of it(i'm doing a lot of thinking today) it's quite funny how we met. he told me to msg him when i was on the train, so I did.
but just as i msged, he msged too, saying that let's meet at clementi cos the train he's on has just passed yishun, and how he doubted if i could be on it.
turns out, we were on the same train, haha.
then met titus and theon at clementi, and walked to angela's house.
and then, we played ball
actually, i expected to go back after lunch...
haha, but...we ended up watching a movie, going to bowl(at a place with no bowling alley) and then to an arcade(which was an utter rip-off so we didn't play anything)...and then to the foodcourt(where only 1/10 of us were eating)
yeah...seems so uneventful, doesn't it.
captain's ball was good. exercise, i mean.
it's rather funny how i've slacked off exercising since the hols begun.
even though i thought i would have more time.
i guess, the more time i have, the more time i waste.
i shall put a stop to my time-wasting!!!!!
maybe in another year or two
ahhh well.
talked to sweeleng yesterday's yesterday;)
and i suddenly remembered all the good times we've had together
ahh
life must go on dear.
life doesn't have a pause button.which, is a good thing
if it did, our life would be wasted on pauses, and we'd never learn to move on.
on a more pleasant note,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH SWEELENG!
the last of spectrum to be 16:)
oh, and i wanted to wish jimmy, BREAK A LEG!
for his concert, which i couldn't attend:)
ahh.2007 is ending.
what will 2008 bring?
I have no foggiest idea, but i know that whatever it is, God, and I can handle it together.
He'll keep the universe spinning, and i'll sit at his feet and listen:)
peace, beyond imagination
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
youth camp wet games, read: RAW EGGS
mosiac:) of cheryl
erm, thats frederick before they touched up
nicolette's REALLY looks like her
our master piece:) we slaved over it for 4days and 3nights
aargh. stupid blogger. the photos take ages to load, and I'm not a patient woman.so, the more embarassing photos (which i have, courtesy of my dad) will have to wait till i feel better.
I'm in mourning, don't ask me why.
on a second thought: ASK ME WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
my poor gunners, my heart aches with you.
yeesh. thats grosss, but i don't blame them.
I know they will perform even better after this hard, but maybe well-deserved, knock on their heads.
Don't forget, it's just ONE lost. we still have an entire season.
so just you wait and see.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Sunday, December 09, 2007
prom photos, i know i know. BUT it's so lehceh la;)
haha, 6J chalet was fun. yeah just fun.
was SO tired thanks to the few people who conned me into going:)
But the cake smashing and the flour spraying was hilarious.
thanks to the guys who have absolutely no sense of comic timing.
yeah, and yours truly went to wash her hair in the grimy toilet, when i could just dust the flour off with toilet paper:(
regret it totally man.
haha, guys will be guys. after 4 years of being in an all girls school,
I've forgotten how immature they can be.
though they try to act grown up and all>)
oh, and thanks to Yichan, Jimmy, and Waye Shyang for teaching this blur queen how to play Bridge...
It's either that their teaching is brilliant, or my learning ability is superb:)
haha, i think i roughly get the crux of the game.
haha, and jimmy, i totally agree that the drunkards spoiled the evening.
they weren't even supposed to be there!
though it's a good thing they stayed far far away from us
youth camp was the most meaningful i've attended in years.
I feel that God's showing me the many areas in my life which i fall short of his standard
and it hurts la, i'll be honest
who likes to be shown their mistakes? it's not a nice feeling.
but i think its necessary.
the last night walk has inspired me to resume my jogging programme
actually, the whole camp has been rather timely. I'm talking about the programme
i guess the people were OKAY, but there were a lot of holes la.
i don't think i want to say more.
once you've heard someone bitch about somebody else, it's tough to see that person through neutral eyes, which i think should be what i should do
i thiknk i offended people during the camp.
if i have i apolpogise,
i kinda blizzed through the camp, not really pausing to soak in the message.
It was only on the way back home, and at home that i spent the wholle day thinking.
it's quite bad.
i saw some of my pretty ugly behaviour, and also others la.
i guess i've gotta think before i speak or do anything.
hm.
this camp has also made me appreciate my relationship with my sister even more
cause whenJun and Debbie left, i felt so alone.
It was so diff to fit in with the rest, not to mention that Char was in one of her weird moods, such that i didn't know what she was thinking.
I've never felt so alone before.
Thank GoD I have a sister. otherwise my time would have been terrible.
i walked alone, okay, not completely alone, well God was there.
but alone in the human sense during the walk for a period of time.
At first i was pissed, cause my partner ps-ed me, and nobody was there
so i was moody la
then as I began to reflect, i began to believe that spending time alone with God has gotta be something i do FIRST, before I can learn to be with others. It's kinda like God demanded of my time.
So even though i don't fit in completely and I know I may never, I still believe that God loves me completely, and he knows whats best for me, although i may not like it at all.
and that is enough to bring me through.
haha, 6J chalet was fun. yeah just fun.
was SO tired thanks to the few people who conned me into going:)
But the cake smashing and the flour spraying was hilarious.
thanks to the guys who have absolutely no sense of comic timing.
yeah, and yours truly went to wash her hair in the grimy toilet, when i could just dust the flour off with toilet paper:(
regret it totally man.
haha, guys will be guys. after 4 years of being in an all girls school,
I've forgotten how immature they can be.
though they try to act grown up and all>)
oh, and thanks to Yichan, Jimmy, and Waye Shyang for teaching this blur queen how to play Bridge...
It's either that their teaching is brilliant, or my learning ability is superb:)
haha, i think i roughly get the crux of the game.
haha, and jimmy, i totally agree that the drunkards spoiled the evening.
they weren't even supposed to be there!
though it's a good thing they stayed far far away from us
youth camp was the most meaningful i've attended in years.
I feel that God's showing me the many areas in my life which i fall short of his standard
and it hurts la, i'll be honest
who likes to be shown their mistakes? it's not a nice feeling.
but i think its necessary.
the last night walk has inspired me to resume my jogging programme
actually, the whole camp has been rather timely. I'm talking about the programme
i guess the people were OKAY, but there were a lot of holes la.
i don't think i want to say more.
once you've heard someone bitch about somebody else, it's tough to see that person through neutral eyes, which i think should be what i should do
i thiknk i offended people during the camp.
if i have i apolpogise,
i kinda blizzed through the camp, not really pausing to soak in the message.
It was only on the way back home, and at home that i spent the wholle day thinking.
it's quite bad.
i saw some of my pretty ugly behaviour, and also others la.
i guess i've gotta think before i speak or do anything.
hm.
this camp has also made me appreciate my relationship with my sister even more
cause whenJun and Debbie left, i felt so alone.
It was so diff to fit in with the rest, not to mention that Char was in one of her weird moods, such that i didn't know what she was thinking.
I've never felt so alone before.
Thank GoD I have a sister. otherwise my time would have been terrible.
i walked alone, okay, not completely alone, well God was there.
but alone in the human sense during the walk for a period of time.
At first i was pissed, cause my partner ps-ed me, and nobody was there
so i was moody la
then as I began to reflect, i began to believe that spending time alone with God has gotta be something i do FIRST, before I can learn to be with others. It's kinda like God demanded of my time.
So even though i don't fit in completely and I know I may never, I still believe that God loves me completely, and he knows whats best for me, although i may not like it at all.
and that is enough to bring me through.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
prompromprompromprompromprompromprom!
haha
i had a blast.
not that the food was good, or that the programme was entertaining...
(though i was so hungry that anything would have tasted good anyway)
but it was the lovely company of all the friends and memoriees that i have made and built
that i really enjoyed
i mean, seriously, the party was boring.
and i really wasn't paying attn to most of the games that we were supposed to be playing
we were a pretty unenthu table, ya?
but still,
i ,managed to enjoy myself
heh
and thanks a MILLION to all my sparkers partners:D
thanks for doing my hair, and my face and making me all dolled up for that night
seriously, you guys did a swell job:D
heehee
if i had gone to a professional,
i may have ended up OTT, or vamp-like, or worse still, like Patricia Mok
heehee
i'm not gonna mention names:D
but i feel blessed and thankful for such a wonderful bunch of friends
ahhh
i feel loved and contented
will post the photos another time
am REALLY too lazy la
haha
i had a blast.
not that the food was good, or that the programme was entertaining...
(though i was so hungry that anything would have tasted good anyway)
but it was the lovely company of all the friends and memoriees that i have made and built
that i really enjoyed
i mean, seriously, the party was boring.
and i really wasn't paying attn to most of the games that we were supposed to be playing
we were a pretty unenthu table, ya?
but still,
i ,managed to enjoy myself
heh
and thanks a MILLION to all my sparkers partners:D
thanks for doing my hair, and my face and making me all dolled up for that night
seriously, you guys did a swell job:D
heehee
if i had gone to a professional,
i may have ended up OTT, or vamp-like, or worse still, like Patricia Mok
heehee
i'm not gonna mention names:D
but i feel blessed and thankful for such a wonderful bunch of friends
ahhh
i feel loved and contented
will post the photos another time
am REALLY too lazy la
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
whee:D i'm delirious with joy:D
nette says thats too cheem, esp after O levels
sp, yeah
I'm HAPPY
If i could, I would go and paint the town red. LITERALLY.
I want to paint the sky redbluegreenorangepurple
i'm THAT happy.
won't update till after prom:D
speaking of which,
I can't wait:D
I know it's gonna be lots of fun being surrounded by the people i've grown to love
esp the pre-prom part
I'm blessed i guess,
that day's gonna be spent with 2 diff groups of friends
who mean much to me:D
heehee
can't stop giggling
waited for this day like, for a month
no, a year.
wait it's four freaking LONG years:D
i'm happy, aren't you?
whee:D i'm delirious with joy:D
nette says thats too cheem, esp after O levels
sp, yeah
I'm HAPPY
If i could, I would go and paint the town red. LITERALLY.
I want to paint the sky redbluegreenorangepurple
i'm THAT happy.
won't update till after prom:D
speaking of which,
I can't wait:D
I know it's gonna be lots of fun being surrounded by the people i've grown to love
esp the pre-prom part
I'm blessed i guess,
that day's gonna be spent with 2 diff groups of friends
who mean much to me:D
heehee
can't stop giggling
waited for this day like, for a month
no, a year.
wait it's four freaking LONG years:D
i'm happy, aren't you?
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
The O's are 90% over already.
i feel rather disappointed in myself.
i have no idea why
guess i'm just depressed
the O levels were pretty uneventful
besides the last killer bio paper
okay, maybe even THAT wasn't as bad as i thought it was
basically, i have no inkling as to how i did for my papers
that kinda scares me
cause it means that come results day next year,
my results will be totally unexpected
and you can expect me to do badly..
or well.
come to think of it, it's really up to God
i mean, no matter how hard i study,
GOd will ultimately decide the results that i should get
so what am i worrying for anyway
pfft
but i am a worrier
though i don't want to be
so help me God
and help me to be strong
help me to trust
yesyesyes
i have a lot of things to do after O levels.
NUMBER ONE: exercise and KEEP FIT
yes, i'm gonna tone my bod before entering JC
cause i wanna get rid of the flab:D
i'm also gonna bake.
so don't come near my house if you don't want to get stuck in an explosion
yeah
i'm gonna be busy at home
making and just having fun
exploring my 'creative' side
yeah.
1 more week to go
i feel rather disappointed in myself.
i have no idea why
guess i'm just depressed
the O levels were pretty uneventful
besides the last killer bio paper
okay, maybe even THAT wasn't as bad as i thought it was
basically, i have no inkling as to how i did for my papers
that kinda scares me
cause it means that come results day next year,
my results will be totally unexpected
and you can expect me to do badly..
or well.
come to think of it, it's really up to God
i mean, no matter how hard i study,
GOd will ultimately decide the results that i should get
so what am i worrying for anyway
pfft
but i am a worrier
though i don't want to be
so help me God
and help me to be strong
help me to trust
yesyesyes
i have a lot of things to do after O levels.
NUMBER ONE: exercise and KEEP FIT
yes, i'm gonna tone my bod before entering JC
cause i wanna get rid of the flab:D
i'm also gonna bake.
so don't come near my house if you don't want to get stuck in an explosion
yeah
i'm gonna be busy at home
making and just having fun
exploring my 'creative' side
yeah.
1 more week to go
Thursday, October 11, 2007
So we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep on thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now
cause you don’t have another day
cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
these memories are playing like a without sound
I keep thinking of that night in June
didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon
and there was me and you and when we got real blue
we’d stay at home talking on the telephone
we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair
CHORUS: and this is how it feels...
as we go on, we remember/ all the times we, had together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be friends forever
so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school
still be trying to break every single rule? will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?
I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
keep on thinking it’s our time to fly
grad ceremony yesterday.
awfully sad.
in the words of qixuan, slightly rephrased though, if only they had spent the time talking about stupid stuff, like fifty lap run, i-portal...and all the things that we hate.
maybe then i wouldn't be so sad.
but they just had to speak such lovely lovely stuff about us.
i didn't cry
i didn't really see the need to.
but it was really sad
i cried inside
it hurt a lot
i was thinking about really sad stuff
like
now we're"EX" cedarians
we'll never sit in 4/s again
we'll never hang out in the toilet anymore
we'll never rush to the canteen for food again
we'll never complain about the stupid stall owners
we'll never be late for reading again because of them
we'll never complain about the 3 assholes
we'll never sit ramrod straight during mdm lum's lessons
we'll never laugh so hard at yu lao's lessons
we'll never bitch about the sec threes again
or the sec twos
or the sec ones
we'll never sing our weird 4/s songs together anymore
we'll never panic together before a minor test again
we'll never be in the same class again
we'll never be in the same school again
we'll never be in the same CCA again
we'll never be so united in opposing limyau
we'll never complain about choir pracs again
we'll never cry with each other again
we'll never laugh about stupid things again
we'll never cheer our hearts out again
we'll never not sing the school song and national anthem again
we'll never do stupid stuff together again
...
we'll never ever BE with each other again
gosh. this all makes me feel so sad
my time in cedar has been the most enjoyable, fufilling time
i just got to thinking.
i'm 16 now
another phase of my life has just ended
when i see you guys again
i'll no longer be the person i am now
one chapter has ended
we'll all move on
no matter how much we deny it
we'll all move on
and this period will just be a part of our memories
we'll no longer be the same
our friendship will no longer be as naive and innocent
neither will we, for that matter
it's all so sad
i wish i could turn back the clock
i wish i could rewind to sec1 years again
then i'll have another 4 years with you guys
all over again
but i know its impossible
still, it doesn't mean i can't wish
quoting our theme song
i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i'll miss qixuan for being the best bus partner on853 and the bestest friend that anybody could ever wish for
i'll miss nette for her serious and lame sides and for being such a darling, listening to me and hearing me out even when i'm talking abt the most lame stuff
i'll miss rach for always telling me to shutup when i need to, and for being a dear bio partner:)
i'll miss sweeleng for all our secret-sharing and all our lovelylovely talks during chem
i'll miss yangyang and her quirky sense of humour and for always bringing us back down to earth
i'll miss steph for being the most fun to suan and tease...and for all the times you selflessly sent us out
i'll miss pat for being the most enigmatic one, and just when i thought i knew you, you'd surprise me all over again. thanks for the suspense
i'll miss kaiqi for being a darling sec3 table partner, and all the times we fail to pay attn in class and our roll of toilet paper
i'll miss yanling for being my beloved sec4 table partner, and all the talks, games and drawings we did while the teachers were talking about 'unimportant' stuff
i'll miss renuka and our running sessions however few they may have been
i'll miss joy and her laughter and the wonderful time we had pretending to be bitches:)
i'll miss louise and her brain, and the sharing of our 8days
i'll miss biru for being extremely fun to tease and bully and even though she 'nahnipoo'ed me, i know she'll miss all that:)
i'll miss xiuxian for being a superb translator, translating my eng thoughts into chinese for all my compos
i'll miss weishan for 4 wonderfulyears of being in the same class, even though she keeps laughing at me abt lonerising at njc
i'll miss diwulizi for all the tissue paper that she lent me when i needed it
i'll miss fatmah for being the best and funnest monitress that any class could ever wish for
i'll miss weiting for being a beng, or at least trying to be one though she can't match up with nette
i'll miss alicia and all her quirkiness and all the times shes made us laugh
i'll miss hannui for being such an unerasable part of the class
i'll miss yanyi and her super fast maths brain, and her distinct laughter
i'll miss elizabeth for always giving me good advice and being there for me in choir and in class
i'll miss filzah for being the funniest and most lovable babe in class
i'll miss amira for all the times we've laughed together for 4 years
i'll miss GC for our failed running plan but all the fun that we had in the process, and all the times shes perked up the class with her randomness
i'll miss angchou for being a cool model for all my random photos and for willingly obliging to be in them
i'll miss eugenia for her hystericalness and panicking everytime someone asks her:"wheres history ah?"
i'll miss ruiwen for being a great choir buddy and for going through all the auditions when we were in sec one and failing all of them with me
i'll miss denise for being the bestest choir president i could ever want
i'll miss wanping for being my beloved gan jie
i'll miss eileen for all our crappin and dancing during choir
i'll miss yunmin for being a wonderful SL and for humoring me even though i don't deserve it
i'll miss sophia ling for being a wonderful friend
i'll miss miss lizah for giving me a wonderful sec4 year and for all her thoughtful gifts to spur us on
i'll miss mdm lum for giving us a good scare everytime she walks past our table and go"eh girl"
i'll miss mrs Peh for being so sweet to us even though we don't do as she says
i'll miss yu lao for talking with us about everthing under the sun and for being so concerned about our future
i'll miss miss chye for being such a wonderful choir teacher
i'll miss choir for teaching me to persevere and not give up
i'll miss 4/s for teaching me that its possible to laugh and have fun even when everyones stressed
i'll miss cedar for teaching me to be gracious, courteous and to persevere.
i'll miss being sec4 and at the top of the food chain
sorry if i don't mention your name
but know that if i've met you, you've probably made a hugh impact in me already
i just don't have that good a memory
i'll miss you guys
lots
where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep on thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now
cause you don’t have another day
cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
these memories are playing like a without sound
I keep thinking of that night in June
didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon
and there was me and you and when we got real blue
we’d stay at home talking on the telephone
we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair
CHORUS: and this is how it feels...
as we go on, we remember/ all the times we, had together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be friends forever
so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school
still be trying to break every single rule? will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?
I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
keep on thinking it’s our time to fly
grad ceremony yesterday.
awfully sad.
in the words of qixuan, slightly rephrased though, if only they had spent the time talking about stupid stuff, like fifty lap run, i-portal...and all the things that we hate.
maybe then i wouldn't be so sad.
but they just had to speak such lovely lovely stuff about us.
i didn't cry
i didn't really see the need to.
but it was really sad
i cried inside
it hurt a lot
i was thinking about really sad stuff
like
now we're"EX" cedarians
we'll never sit in 4/s again
we'll never hang out in the toilet anymore
we'll never rush to the canteen for food again
we'll never complain about the stupid stall owners
we'll never be late for reading again because of them
we'll never complain about the 3 assholes
we'll never sit ramrod straight during mdm lum's lessons
we'll never laugh so hard at yu lao's lessons
we'll never bitch about the sec threes again
or the sec twos
or the sec ones
we'll never sing our weird 4/s songs together anymore
we'll never panic together before a minor test again
we'll never be in the same class again
we'll never be in the same school again
we'll never be in the same CCA again
we'll never be so united in opposing limyau
we'll never complain about choir pracs again
we'll never cry with each other again
we'll never laugh about stupid things again
we'll never cheer our hearts out again
we'll never not sing the school song and national anthem again
we'll never do stupid stuff together again
...
we'll never ever BE with each other again
gosh. this all makes me feel so sad
my time in cedar has been the most enjoyable, fufilling time
i just got to thinking.
i'm 16 now
another phase of my life has just ended
when i see you guys again
i'll no longer be the person i am now
one chapter has ended
we'll all move on
no matter how much we deny it
we'll all move on
and this period will just be a part of our memories
we'll no longer be the same
our friendship will no longer be as naive and innocent
neither will we, for that matter
it's all so sad
i wish i could turn back the clock
i wish i could rewind to sec1 years again
then i'll have another 4 years with you guys
all over again
but i know its impossible
still, it doesn't mean i can't wish
quoting our theme song
i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i'll miss qixuan for being the best bus partner on853 and the bestest friend that anybody could ever wish for
i'll miss nette for her serious and lame sides and for being such a darling, listening to me and hearing me out even when i'm talking abt the most lame stuff
i'll miss rach for always telling me to shutup when i need to, and for being a dear bio partner:)
i'll miss sweeleng for all our secret-sharing and all our lovelylovely talks during chem
i'll miss yangyang and her quirky sense of humour and for always bringing us back down to earth
i'll miss steph for being the most fun to suan and tease...and for all the times you selflessly sent us out
i'll miss pat for being the most enigmatic one, and just when i thought i knew you, you'd surprise me all over again. thanks for the suspense
i'll miss kaiqi for being a darling sec3 table partner, and all the times we fail to pay attn in class and our roll of toilet paper
i'll miss yanling for being my beloved sec4 table partner, and all the talks, games and drawings we did while the teachers were talking about 'unimportant' stuff
i'll miss renuka and our running sessions however few they may have been
i'll miss joy and her laughter and the wonderful time we had pretending to be bitches:)
i'll miss louise and her brain, and the sharing of our 8days
i'll miss biru for being extremely fun to tease and bully and even though she 'nahnipoo'ed me, i know she'll miss all that:)
i'll miss xiuxian for being a superb translator, translating my eng thoughts into chinese for all my compos
i'll miss weishan for 4 wonderfulyears of being in the same class, even though she keeps laughing at me abt lonerising at njc
i'll miss diwulizi for all the tissue paper that she lent me when i needed it
i'll miss fatmah for being the best and funnest monitress that any class could ever wish for
i'll miss weiting for being a beng, or at least trying to be one though she can't match up with nette
i'll miss alicia and all her quirkiness and all the times shes made us laugh
i'll miss hannui for being such an unerasable part of the class
i'll miss yanyi and her super fast maths brain, and her distinct laughter
i'll miss elizabeth for always giving me good advice and being there for me in choir and in class
i'll miss filzah for being the funniest and most lovable babe in class
i'll miss amira for all the times we've laughed together for 4 years
i'll miss GC for our failed running plan but all the fun that we had in the process, and all the times shes perked up the class with her randomness
i'll miss angchou for being a cool model for all my random photos and for willingly obliging to be in them
i'll miss eugenia for her hystericalness and panicking everytime someone asks her:"wheres history ah?"
i'll miss ruiwen for being a great choir buddy and for going through all the auditions when we were in sec one and failing all of them with me
i'll miss denise for being the bestest choir president i could ever want
i'll miss wanping for being my beloved gan jie
i'll miss eileen for all our crappin and dancing during choir
i'll miss yunmin for being a wonderful SL and for humoring me even though i don't deserve it
i'll miss sophia ling for being a wonderful friend
i'll miss miss lizah for giving me a wonderful sec4 year and for all her thoughtful gifts to spur us on
i'll miss mdm lum for giving us a good scare everytime she walks past our table and go"eh girl"
i'll miss mrs Peh for being so sweet to us even though we don't do as she says
i'll miss yu lao for talking with us about everthing under the sun and for being so concerned about our future
i'll miss miss chye for being such a wonderful choir teacher
i'll miss choir for teaching me to persevere and not give up
i'll miss 4/s for teaching me that its possible to laugh and have fun even when everyones stressed
i'll miss cedar for teaching me to be gracious, courteous and to persevere.
i'll miss being sec4 and at the top of the food chain
sorry if i don't mention your name
but know that if i've met you, you've probably made a hugh impact in me already
i just don't have that good a memory
i'll miss you guys
lots
Monday, October 08, 2007
four years have just flew by.
it sounds cliche, i know
and trust me, i hate cliches. it stems from uncreativity, squareness
i like my language colourful
okay, that said, let me rephrase
four years have evaporated, just like water when spreaded over a large surface area(increse SA to vol ratio, increse rate of evaporation)
shutup eunice.
thats a little out of point
still, i LIKE it:D
spastic grins.
hm. i remember day one of cedar.
haha. actually i rmb the first two years SO clearly.
those were THE most embarrasing years of my life
i wish i could erase them, but obviously i can't
but i can try to forget
haha. but i always end up remembering it
i remember being weird and a loser
thank goodness i've changed
ihope:D
as usual, i ought to mention people's names'
hm.i need to think. i've got terrible memory storage
i think i'm only a 1GB memory storage card.
limited and special:D
rrrrrrrrright
okay. qixuan, dionne, lynette. the ex-853 gang:D i'll definitely miss the crazy times on the long bus ride. esp the time we were laughing so hard that we were falling all over the place, and we were STANDING for goodness sake. and yes. dionne is much more effective than our lousy PA system
rach,swee,steph,yang,pat and nette.the spectrum clique. yeah, our personalities ARE as colourful as the rainbow. ranging from the moody, the act emo, the unknowingly adorable, the ba dao, the bullied, the insane to the plain deranged:D i'm not naming names. BUT. i think you can guess:D still, it's been a lovely last year spending time with you. and dare i say it? i think we complement each other.
eileen,ruiwen,nicole. and the other choir members that i 've already neamed in this post. yesyes yes. i love and miss you guys. but we've shared trouble together, so i guess that will go a long way:D
yanling,biru,xiuxian. we were forced to work together for manymanymany group works. but we had so much fun that ui think we went beyond what the teachers wanted us to do. ok, maybe it was under expectations.but still. we've had lots and lots of fun, despite the mugging sec4 year. and yanling and i had lotsa fun bullying you TWO! haha. for a change, thatis.
misslizah,missching,mdmlum etcetc. all the teachers at cedar will forever be remembered for their gentle ways, and their not-so-gentle ways:D
i'll continue this another time.
cause i'm running short of time.
MAN. i'll miss cedar.
dearly.
it sounds cliche, i know
and trust me, i hate cliches. it stems from uncreativity, squareness
i like my language colourful
okay, that said, let me rephrase
four years have evaporated, just like water when spreaded over a large surface area(increse SA to vol ratio, increse rate of evaporation)
shutup eunice.
thats a little out of point
still, i LIKE it:D
spastic grins.
hm. i remember day one of cedar.
haha. actually i rmb the first two years SO clearly.
those were THE most embarrasing years of my life
i wish i could erase them, but obviously i can't
but i can try to forget
haha. but i always end up remembering it
i remember being weird and a loser
thank goodness i've changed
ihope:D
as usual, i ought to mention people's names'
hm.i need to think. i've got terrible memory storage
i think i'm only a 1GB memory storage card.
limited and special:D
rrrrrrrrright
okay. qixuan, dionne, lynette. the ex-853 gang:D i'll definitely miss the crazy times on the long bus ride. esp the time we were laughing so hard that we were falling all over the place, and we were STANDING for goodness sake. and yes. dionne is much more effective than our lousy PA system
rach,swee,steph,yang,pat and nette.the spectrum clique. yeah, our personalities ARE as colourful as the rainbow. ranging from the moody, the act emo, the unknowingly adorable, the ba dao, the bullied, the insane to the plain deranged:D i'm not naming names. BUT. i think you can guess:D still, it's been a lovely last year spending time with you. and dare i say it? i think we complement each other.
eileen,ruiwen,nicole. and the other choir members that i 've already neamed in this post. yesyes yes. i love and miss you guys. but we've shared trouble together, so i guess that will go a long way:D
yanling,biru,xiuxian. we were forced to work together for manymanymany group works. but we had so much fun that ui think we went beyond what the teachers wanted us to do. ok, maybe it was under expectations.but still. we've had lots and lots of fun, despite the mugging sec4 year. and yanling and i had lotsa fun bullying you TWO! haha. for a change, thatis.
misslizah,missching,mdmlum etcetc. all the teachers at cedar will forever be remembered for their gentle ways, and their not-so-gentle ways:D
i'll continue this another time.
cause i'm running short of time.
MAN. i'll miss cedar.
dearly.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
I believe in MIRACLES
thankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGod
i can't believe it.
but God's GOOD
i believe that
i'm crying tears of relief
victory is such a sweet feeling
GO GUNNERS!
upset the un-upsettable
upset the sore losers
upset, and upstage the JERKS, fullstop.
thankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGodthankyouGod
i can't believe it.
but God's GOOD
i believe that
i'm crying tears of relief
victory is such a sweet feeling
GO GUNNERS!
upset the un-upsettable
upset the sore losers
upset, and upstage the JERKS, fullstop.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
so many things have happened. i don't know where to start.
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!
yesyesyes. thats at the top of my mind. the past three days have been simply wonderful
i spent the whole day(s) slacking.
slacking.and slacking.
who knew there would be time to relax in the busy busy sec4 world?
i feel so relaxed. its like. i feel i'm ready to meet any of the challenges that come and invade my world
LOOK OUT WORLD! EUNICE IS HERE!
right. and i bought my prom dress already. my mum looked at it and she was like' thats your idea of a prom dress??!!?'
haha.ok. so what if it's simple and plain and it looks like a piece of cotton?
haha. i don't really dig the glam and showy stuff. i think its cool.
actually, i don't know if i can even wear it to prom
ah.well. it's a free world isn't it?
Arsenal is this season's DARK HORSE!
haha. love them for it. they're on a winning streak and it doesn't even seem to be stopping
cause they're the most consistent, superb team
and nobody is gonna tell me otherwise
welllllllll, liverpool was good... at the start of the season that is.
but they've seemed to luck out.
oh well, too bad for them! lets make it 17 years without a league/cup win ok?
heehee
i don't really like to slam other teams. i guess i'm contented boosting my own team
but if anybody wants to take me on by slamming the gunners,
i'll willingly tear their teams into pieces.
death has been on my mind lately. its really very sad actually, for one to die so young
i just posted something on friendster, and i'm too lazy to retype the exact same thing so i'll jut copy and paste. yeah?
if something bad has happened to you lately,
i hope you don't find this offensive.
but in the kind of society we're having today,
bad things do happen.it's inevitable.
and then we all ask the ageless question: why would a good God allowall these bad stuff to happen?
i guess you gotta remember that he'snot only good, he's sovereign.
he's inTOTAL control.
so basically, hedoesn't need to give you a reason whyhe does certain things.
but in hismercy, he does allow us to understandthe reason why death and other badstuff occur.
i hope this doesn't offend but in the light of recent events, idecided to try and pen down reasonswhy God would take away a person'slife.
especially someone whos in theprime of her life
(1)to make us(the survivors) thinkabout death and after death
(2)to give us an opportunity to showchrist's love to the grieving family
(3)to use the funeral to reach out tounbelieving relatives
(4)to help us understand the pain andsacrifice God felt when HIS son died
(5)to remind us to treasure ourrelationships with each other more.
i hope that this will bless you, tocarry on with life after bad thingshappen.because God is in controland 'he works for the good of all those who LOVE HIM'again. you're entitled to your own opinion. i hope this doesn't offend anyone.
yikes. the copy function appears a tad weird. it seems to have ommitted all the spaces.
oh well. go figure then.
can't wait togo back to school.
can wait to see prelim results.
yeah. i CAN wait.
can they let us see it next year?
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!
yesyesyes. thats at the top of my mind. the past three days have been simply wonderful
i spent the whole day(s) slacking.
slacking.and slacking.
who knew there would be time to relax in the busy busy sec4 world?
i feel so relaxed. its like. i feel i'm ready to meet any of the challenges that come and invade my world
LOOK OUT WORLD! EUNICE IS HERE!
right. and i bought my prom dress already. my mum looked at it and she was like' thats your idea of a prom dress??!!?'
haha.ok. so what if it's simple and plain and it looks like a piece of cotton?
haha. i don't really dig the glam and showy stuff. i think its cool.
actually, i don't know if i can even wear it to prom
ah.well. it's a free world isn't it?
Arsenal is this season's DARK HORSE!
haha. love them for it. they're on a winning streak and it doesn't even seem to be stopping
cause they're the most consistent, superb team
and nobody is gonna tell me otherwise
welllllllll, liverpool was good... at the start of the season that is.
but they've seemed to luck out.
oh well, too bad for them! lets make it 17 years without a league/cup win ok?
heehee
i don't really like to slam other teams. i guess i'm contented boosting my own team
but if anybody wants to take me on by slamming the gunners,
i'll willingly tear their teams into pieces.
death has been on my mind lately. its really very sad actually, for one to die so young
i just posted something on friendster, and i'm too lazy to retype the exact same thing so i'll jut copy and paste. yeah?
if something bad has happened to you lately,
i hope you don't find this offensive.
but in the kind of society we're having today,
bad things do happen.it's inevitable.
and then we all ask the ageless question: why would a good God allowall these bad stuff to happen?
i guess you gotta remember that he'snot only good, he's sovereign.
he's inTOTAL control.
so basically, hedoesn't need to give you a reason whyhe does certain things.
but in hismercy, he does allow us to understandthe reason why death and other badstuff occur.
i hope this doesn't offend but in the light of recent events, idecided to try and pen down reasonswhy God would take away a person'slife.
especially someone whos in theprime of her life
(1)to make us(the survivors) thinkabout death and after death
(2)to give us an opportunity to showchrist's love to the grieving family
(3)to use the funeral to reach out tounbelieving relatives
(4)to help us understand the pain andsacrifice God felt when HIS son died
(5)to remind us to treasure ourrelationships with each other more.
i hope that this will bless you, tocarry on with life after bad thingshappen.because God is in controland 'he works for the good of all those who LOVE HIM'again. you're entitled to your own opinion. i hope this doesn't offend anyone.
yikes. the copy function appears a tad weird. it seems to have ommitted all the spaces.
oh well. go figure then.
can't wait togo back to school.
can wait to see prelim results.
yeah. i CAN wait.
can they let us see it next year?
Friday, September 07, 2007
Arsène Wenger :"He is a top, top class player,"
AND he's right:D
"It is now wrong to think of Cesc as one of the best young players in the world. He should just be viewed as among the greatest central midfielders on the planet regardless of age."
ARSENAL!
Arsenal's doing better than anybody can expect
what does this prove?
henry's not indispensable.
there are other better players, much better than him.
You Can't Stop The Beat
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
And if they try to stop us, seaweed,
I'll call the end of a lacy pea
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i ust don't give a damn!
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
this song is love:D
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet
But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
And if they try to stop us, seaweed,
I'll call the end of a lacy pea
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
Cause you can't stop the beat
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
What I'm dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i ust don't give a damn!
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat
Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today
this song is love:D
the holidays are almost over
i feel like going
"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT A MINUTE!
i haven't done all i need to do before school reopens"
could time stop for me?
I don't think so
I guess i just hafta deal with that
but one week of studying has turned out to be one of the biggest blessings on my life
okay, considering that blessings to me happen on a daily basis
that was kinda like a non-statement
but seriously
I thank God for holidays.
cause it gives me TIME
T.I.M.E
something, i could live without
or maybe not
my mind is still waking up so i guess i'll be contradicting my self a bit
but actually, this holiday reminds me of how life's gonna be like after cedar
DULL.
okay, with the occasional bright sparks:D
but.
NOT COLOURFUL ENOUGH!!!!!!
it's funny how you only start to miss something that you lose
i miss my childhood
i miss not knowing what studies was all about
i miss chocolate( even though i only ate it last week)
i miss my late grandpa
i miss my sick grandpa's healthy state
i miss having not a care in the world
i miss the happy-go-lucky eunice
but it's time to look forward i guess
gotta keep moving
cause if you stop, regrets start taking control
and they'll make you the worst person EVER
my life is filled with regrets
cause i'm too impulsive
i do lotsa stuff before thinking carefully
rashness is something i could seriously do without.
gotta keep moving on
let HIM take control
cause i'm not worthy
i mess up
even though others don't see it
i do
i feel like going
"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT A MINUTE!
i haven't done all i need to do before school reopens"
could time stop for me?
I don't think so
I guess i just hafta deal with that
but one week of studying has turned out to be one of the biggest blessings on my life
okay, considering that blessings to me happen on a daily basis
that was kinda like a non-statement
but seriously
I thank God for holidays.
cause it gives me TIME
T.I.M.E
something, i could live without
or maybe not
my mind is still waking up so i guess i'll be contradicting my self a bit
but actually, this holiday reminds me of how life's gonna be like after cedar
DULL.
okay, with the occasional bright sparks:D
but.
NOT COLOURFUL ENOUGH!!!!!!
it's funny how you only start to miss something that you lose
i miss my childhood
i miss not knowing what studies was all about
i miss chocolate( even though i only ate it last week)
i miss my late grandpa
i miss my sick grandpa's healthy state
i miss having not a care in the world
i miss the happy-go-lucky eunice
but it's time to look forward i guess
gotta keep moving
cause if you stop, regrets start taking control
and they'll make you the worst person EVER
my life is filled with regrets
cause i'm too impulsive
i do lotsa stuff before thinking carefully
rashness is something i could seriously do without.
gotta keep moving on
let HIM take control
cause i'm not worthy
i mess up
even though others don't see it
i do
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
| You Are a Yellow Crayon |
 Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth. |
Thursday, August 16, 2007
this shall be my last post in a long long time
I hope:)
I don't need if i can keep away, though
i think i should
all i need is to imagine a few teachers heads reminding me to work
and i'll flee in terror from the computer
hm. my mum's got a new blog and I'm rather irritated at blogger
cause i can't help her change the template
it's strange, it is. the new blogger i mean.
she came up witht the URL and it's shockingly cool
www.wherethebuckends.blogspot.com
she wanted to add in a "as if"
then i told her that there was no point in making your WHOLE point clear on a URL
yeah
Philip Yancey's : the Jesus I never Knew. is a good read
no, it's a must- read
cause it totally changed my perspective
it made me feel quite sad too that i had been living a life not in accordance to God's word
i admit i'm not as loving as i ought to be
but i shall try
I'll show love,
just like what GOd has done for me
and i desperately feel the urge to share his love
man,
i only hope this is not a passing phase
this is what i want to do for the rest of my life
and i finally understood what studying for God's glory meant
I hope:)
I don't need if i can keep away, though
i think i should
all i need is to imagine a few teachers heads reminding me to work
and i'll flee in terror from the computer
hm. my mum's got a new blog and I'm rather irritated at blogger
cause i can't help her change the template
it's strange, it is. the new blogger i mean.
she came up witht the URL and it's shockingly cool
www.wherethebuckends.blogspot.com
she wanted to add in a "as if"
then i told her that there was no point in making your WHOLE point clear on a URL
yeah
Philip Yancey's : the Jesus I never Knew. is a good read
no, it's a must- read
cause it totally changed my perspective
it made me feel quite sad too that i had been living a life not in accordance to God's word
i admit i'm not as loving as i ought to be
but i shall try
I'll show love,
just like what GOd has done for me
and i desperately feel the urge to share his love
man,
i only hope this is not a passing phase
this is what i want to do for the rest of my life
and i finally understood what studying for God's glory meant
Friday, August 10, 2007
NDP '07
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
I am uberly proud of being Singaporean. man, ignore the hype and dig deep.
i have every reason to love this country i call my home.
i even love the annoying ah sohs who just HAVE to poke their noses into everyone's business:)
i even love the torturous teachers who delight in piling us with homework:)
NDP 07 @cedar was a BLAST:)
it was much better than i have EVER expected. esp after the FAILED leaders invest:)
loved the comm singing. haha it was so disco-like
everyone jumping screaming waving flags and who knows what.
and the long long chain at the end where almost all the sec 4s danced/ran/hopped around the hall
while the jnrs stared with a mix of envy+horrified fascination
i love cedar
after ndp 07, i realised how much cedar has done for me
how much i've built an identity
in cedar
how i've made the kooky friends i have
and i just KNOW that they'll last.
how we've celebrated every single insignificant event with so much enthusiasm
and hype
how we've banded together complaining about everything in the school
yet knowing how much we'll miss the school when we leave
i celebrate my cedar identity
i celebrate this life here
i thank God EVERYDAY for putting me in cedar
instead of my first choice
this is one situation that i can clearly see, that if God doesn't grant you your first choice,
he probably has much better surprises in store for you
thank you GOD
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
I am uberly proud of being Singaporean. man, ignore the hype and dig deep.
i have every reason to love this country i call my home.
i even love the annoying ah sohs who just HAVE to poke their noses into everyone's business:)
i even love the torturous teachers who delight in piling us with homework:)
NDP 07 @cedar was a BLAST:)
it was much better than i have EVER expected. esp after the FAILED leaders invest:)
loved the comm singing. haha it was so disco-like
everyone jumping screaming waving flags and who knows what.
and the long long chain at the end where almost all the sec 4s danced/ran/hopped around the hall
while the jnrs stared with a mix of envy+horrified fascination
i love cedar
after ndp 07, i realised how much cedar has done for me
how much i've built an identity
in cedar
how i've made the kooky friends i have
and i just KNOW that they'll last.
how we've celebrated every single insignificant event with so much enthusiasm
and hype
how we've banded together complaining about everything in the school
yet knowing how much we'll miss the school when we leave
i celebrate my cedar identity
i celebrate this life here
i thank God EVERYDAY for putting me in cedar
instead of my first choice
this is one situation that i can clearly see, that if God doesn't grant you your first choice,
he probably has much better surprises in store for you
thank you GOD
Friday, August 03, 2007
my abstract art:) nice, no?
This is what my life revolves around.SAD.
I' ve changed the skin again and really have no idea, why on earth i changed it to that weird one at first, only to realise, i must have been in one of my moods.
If only life was simpler.
If only I could fast forward time
If only I would stop wishing for the impossible.
I make unreasonable wishes. I know, I know. but it doesn't stop me from trying:)
I feel drained, swamped and altogether tired. there's no way out, I know. So i'll just plunge into my work, and hope that time will wash away the strains of work. you know the chinese saying?
use poison to combat poison.
yeah. hope it works.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Why does it only feel like a month?
i mean, it's AUGUST already, and i still have the impression that it's JANUARY for goodness sake.
it's like I fell asleep one day in Jan, and the next thing i know, I'm waking up in AUGUST.
that's like 6 months of sleep. only it isn't. and all i can say is that i've probably wasted all this time. which is a pity, cause it means i have to do some serious catching up here.
Now I know what it means by time flies, i just hope I'll run faster than it can fly. that way, i won't lag behind
I know this is a tad redundant to mention, but the EXAMS are arriving. they're like some kind of univited guest that has decided to plonk itself on my doorstep.
enough said.
contrary to what a lot of people think, i don't live for food. seriously.
i think that if i did, i'd be a really sad person, and my body would show it's sadness too.
i mean, i may talk about food a lot, but i guess it's a way to break the ice you know? like, askin about the weather? except i won't do that. that's WAY too cliche.
maybe when i'm more comfortable i'll talk deeper stuff. the stuff i think in my head. i can't be thinking frivolous funny stuff all the time you know? i do think quite a bit. but i don't think anyone's ready to absorb a full force of eunice thoughts. they'd be too had to swallow, know what i mean? SO in the meantime, i'll just talk about food, and make people laugh.that's the way life is, I guess.
I'm not criticising anybody, if you know what I mean, come on. everybody wears masks, it's only a mattter of who wears it better.
I think i'm tired of this skin. my eyes start to blur whenever i open my blog on the browser. it'slike the distinction between black and white has started to blur.
Here it comes, the news of the century : EUNICE IS ORGANISED! be shocked. but yes indeed i have re-organised ALL my work which is shocking considering that i haven't done ANYTHING like that, well, since my mum packed my stuff for me when i was in primary one. I applaud myself for this( cause i don't think many others will, after all they have their own applauding to do), and suddenly I understand what is meant by a cleaner table follows by a clearer mind.
actually, i was wondering. maybe it would be rather cool to design my own skin, and fill it with pictures of amaths, amaths and more amaths. but seriously? amaths can be addictive. especially if you kow how to do the sums. i feel accomplished. usually.
Amaths in 4S is like this prolonged battle. we're constantly on the warpath. those of you who are donning army fatigues like me will understand 100% what i'm talking about. and you know who the enemy is. for her sake, i shan't put her name here. but she helps in a way. i've never devoted THIS much time to amaths before you know? strange.
I feel for the south korean hostages. it's rare for me to, but I do. it's like, i understand perfectly well how it feels for them and their families. they are definitely going through a trying period, but i believe GOd has a purpose. even if right now, the wholeworld is asking why GOd would allowsuch a thing to happen, especially since they were his children,and they were going in his love.But i know that GOD works for the good of everyone who loves him. and that in all situations, i will trust in him. It's sad, but i understand the tightness of the situation. the terrorists don' t want to back down, caus they will lose face. The afgan govt can't back down otherwise they'll be encouraging kidnapping in exchange for prisoners. and the south korean govt can't do anything to aggravate the situation. BUT we, as GOd's children are the only ones who can do ANYTHING,and we MUST do what we can do. we have the power of prayer. let's weld it effectively.
There's no such thing as a long piece of work, except the one you never dare to start-------charles baudelaire-------
come on, eunice. you're motivated, remember? no, actually i don't.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Racial Harmony Day 07 was a BLAST man! ,though it kinda fizzled out early in the day cause of some STUPID woman, whose name isn't worth mentioning on my blog man. so, justgo rach's blog to find out what she did.
but other than that, it was pretty cool...being a camera whore for a day and all that
i only have rach's photos, cause the rest haven't sent yet and my cam was pretty lag on that day:)
SO HURRY UP SEND ME THE PICS!
Monday, July 16, 2007
thanks people. i don't think i had that much fun in my life for like ages.
hilarious, hilarious, man.
played some crazy card games that QX says she played in PRIMARY school...
and i think i played like a loser
especially the MRT game.
man, i lost TERRIBLY
but the FUn is in the playing i guess:)
OMgoodness:P
haha
wait, i sidetrack a bit.
kok just showed me some weird you tube video about the funny soccer goals
hahaha
some people are just SO retarded.
the guys in the video, not you kok
okay, back on what i hope is the right track
the china trip.
had lots of fun and uniquely interesting experiences
i dunno, but i think the trip reignited my passion for the people of china.
cos it's like you see them, you see this empty look in their eyes
and you just know that they're missing Something.
that very something that you have and that you ought to share.
shame on me for being selfish for so long
i guess, God's love is meant to be shared
just like whoever it was who shared it with you in the first place
Hong Kong disneyland was terrible,
so don't worry angela, you didn't miss much
maybe it was because i was sick...
and so was elaine, but yeah.
basically, i had diarrhoea
complicatedly, i felt like shit. literally.
i was alternating between vomiting and diarrhoea-ing
it was as though my brain couldn't decide which one it wanted to process
and i had a fever of 39. er, something
yeah. but don't feel sorry for me
feel sorry for the poor adults and the rest of them who had to put up with me running to the toilets every 5 secs.
i think i visited every toilet in disneyland.
the only consolation is that the toilets are interesting
and clean
yeah but there was only one interesting ride
and we covered the whole area in ONE day
anyway, i seriously believe that HK disagrees with me,
cos i went there TWICE
and i fell ill TWICE
do the maths
here's a convo with my psycologist(not that i have one):
me:
man, i'm turning into a maths nut
Mdm Lum would be SO proud.
it's like, in every situation, i can link it back to maths
here's my symptoms
the last time the ikea people came, i just thought:" if one person takes 1 hour to build one cabinet, and another guy takes 1.5 hours, how long does it take them to build 5 cabinets together?"
i got slapped on the head by nette for that
and then i thought" if a person jogs at 5km/h and the wind speed is 2km/hour...."
i didn't finish that statement before i got punched by nette AND rach
say doc, you don't think i'm like this because of their punches, do you?
goodness. the prelims are really getting to me.
pray people. pray hard.
hilarious, hilarious, man.
played some crazy card games that QX says she played in PRIMARY school...
and i think i played like a loser
especially the MRT game.
man, i lost TERRIBLY
but the FUn is in the playing i guess:)
OMgoodness:P
haha
wait, i sidetrack a bit.
kok just showed me some weird you tube video about the funny soccer goals
hahaha
some people are just SO retarded.
the guys in the video, not you kok
okay, back on what i hope is the right track
the china trip.
had lots of fun and uniquely interesting experiences
i dunno, but i think the trip reignited my passion for the people of china.
cos it's like you see them, you see this empty look in their eyes
and you just know that they're missing Something.
that very something that you have and that you ought to share.
shame on me for being selfish for so long
i guess, God's love is meant to be shared
just like whoever it was who shared it with you in the first place
Hong Kong disneyland was terrible,
so don't worry angela, you didn't miss much
maybe it was because i was sick...
and so was elaine, but yeah.
basically, i had diarrhoea
complicatedly, i felt like shit. literally.
i was alternating between vomiting and diarrhoea-ing
it was as though my brain couldn't decide which one it wanted to process
and i had a fever of 39. er, something
yeah. but don't feel sorry for me
feel sorry for the poor adults and the rest of them who had to put up with me running to the toilets every 5 secs.
i think i visited every toilet in disneyland.
the only consolation is that the toilets are interesting
and clean
yeah but there was only one interesting ride
and we covered the whole area in ONE day
anyway, i seriously believe that HK disagrees with me,
cos i went there TWICE
and i fell ill TWICE
do the maths
here's a convo with my psycologist(not that i have one):
me:
man, i'm turning into a maths nut
Mdm Lum would be SO proud.
it's like, in every situation, i can link it back to maths
here's my symptoms
the last time the ikea people came, i just thought:" if one person takes 1 hour to build one cabinet, and another guy takes 1.5 hours, how long does it take them to build 5 cabinets together?"
i got slapped on the head by nette for that
and then i thought" if a person jogs at 5km/h and the wind speed is 2km/hour...."
i didn't finish that statement before i got punched by nette AND rach
say doc, you don't think i'm like this because of their punches, do you?
goodness. the prelims are really getting to me.
pray people. pray hard.
Friday, July 13, 2007
SEC 4 farewell was like TODAY. I'm gonna miss all the lovely juniors who made my day:)
I LOVE YOU SOP2!
you guys are my sunshine... you brightened up my day with the lovely BEAR!
even though some of us aren't really that close, i will still miss each and every one of you..... yeah right.
okay, I'll miss MOST of you:)
heehee thats MEAN:(
StRESS:( i hate it man. it's like i'm so worried that i'm not studying hard enough, and i keep thinking, hey i ought to do more. BUT then, i go right ahead and DOVE into my SLACKING mood.
haha. that's rach's newly coined word. 'DOVE' past tense of dive.
ANYWAY, T3 is SO NOT a good term. it's like everyone says, study hard okay?
and i'm like YEAH. I kinda heard that before? If you think working hard is so easy, then GO DO IT YOURSELF!
but i guess i'm spending more time worrying about slacking then i actually am tackling the problem. SO, i shall put WORDS INTO ACTIONS!
haha, speaking of that, this year HPC nominees, are.....let's just say, not what i expected. 2 of them( I SHAN"T say whom) have terrible speech problems. they can't pronounce their words properly... and 1 of them, has a great tendency to go OUT OF POINT. i mean like, ANSWER the question! and if you can't, just openly admit that you can't. whats the point in answering something totally diferent?
PLUS, they spent their campaigning speeches lecturing US about our lack of Discipline. HELLO? we're asking you how you're gonna solve the school problems, and not how WE can solve the school problems. What we do is not within your control. till now, I still have no idea what any of you all would do to eliminate the discipline probs. All i heard was that WE the cedarian population has to change.
Is that something you can do? can you change us? If you can, i'd really like to see it.
haha or maybe it's cause this year's sec4s asked REALLY tough questions. like REALLY tough.
it kinda puts them in a spot. but, still, if they were honest, they would have said, I'm sorry, but could i have a minute????
thats better than answering totally OFF COURSE.
haha i'm rather pissed now, so i think i'll update further another day
otherwise, i'll continue to rant about the stupid HPC elections:)
I LOVE YOU SOP2!
you guys are my sunshine... you brightened up my day with the lovely BEAR!
even though some of us aren't really that close, i will still miss each and every one of you..... yeah right.
okay, I'll miss MOST of you:)
heehee thats MEAN:(
StRESS:( i hate it man. it's like i'm so worried that i'm not studying hard enough, and i keep thinking, hey i ought to do more. BUT then, i go right ahead and DOVE into my SLACKING mood.
haha. that's rach's newly coined word. 'DOVE' past tense of dive.
ANYWAY, T3 is SO NOT a good term. it's like everyone says, study hard okay?
and i'm like YEAH. I kinda heard that before? If you think working hard is so easy, then GO DO IT YOURSELF!
but i guess i'm spending more time worrying about slacking then i actually am tackling the problem. SO, i shall put WORDS INTO ACTIONS!
haha, speaking of that, this year HPC nominees, are.....let's just say, not what i expected. 2 of them( I SHAN"T say whom) have terrible speech problems. they can't pronounce their words properly... and 1 of them, has a great tendency to go OUT OF POINT. i mean like, ANSWER the question! and if you can't, just openly admit that you can't. whats the point in answering something totally diferent?
PLUS, they spent their campaigning speeches lecturing US about our lack of Discipline. HELLO? we're asking you how you're gonna solve the school problems, and not how WE can solve the school problems. What we do is not within your control. till now, I still have no idea what any of you all would do to eliminate the discipline probs. All i heard was that WE the cedarian population has to change.
Is that something you can do? can you change us? If you can, i'd really like to see it.
haha or maybe it's cause this year's sec4s asked REALLY tough questions. like REALLY tough.
it kinda puts them in a spot. but, still, if they were honest, they would have said, I'm sorry, but could i have a minute????
thats better than answering totally OFF COURSE.
haha i'm rather pissed now, so i think i'll update further another day
otherwise, i'll continue to rant about the stupid HPC elections:)
Thursday, July 05, 2007
hm. the holidays are like over and i haven't updated yet.
actually, i have lots of thing to write about. about the china trip, youth day, exam stress and all that rubbish
but firstly, i must say, i'm rather concerned about some people
especially one whos depressed and another whos bothering on the edge of insanity.
just to let you guys know, i'm concerned kay?
and i care about you people, so don't do anything stupuid.
man. i need a break.
i can't think.
cause it's like chinese class....
okay. i'm gone.
actually, i have lots of thing to write about. about the china trip, youth day, exam stress and all that rubbish
but firstly, i must say, i'm rather concerned about some people
especially one whos depressed and another whos bothering on the edge of insanity.
just to let you guys know, i'm concerned kay?
and i care about you people, so don't do anything stupuid.
man. i need a break.
i can't think.
cause it's like chinese class....
okay. i'm gone.
Monday, June 11, 2007
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
had so sosososososo much FUn at the UCC:)
whoever said that place was boring.
maybe its cause the company of such GOOD LOVABLE friends just made me enjoy myself, even though i thought i wouldn't.
hahaha:) I LOVED the dressing room cause it looks so PRO!
they have like many many dressing room tables and each is like lined with LIGHTBULBS!
SO SO PRO!
even though someone mentioned that it looks like a GETAI room,
but What gives?
that place hAS the aura of STARDOM!
hohoho. was so HIGH cause of xuan's weird song
man thats where all our nutty-ness came from.
THANKS NETTE FOR THE SUNFLOWER!
it's LOVELY!
hohoho
we had a wonderful sunday school on sunday...
dunno why, but i seem to feel we're all participating more even if its to contribute jokes or random stories.
it kinda feels much more COMFORTABLE:)
BBQ tmr:) WE'll have lotsa lotsa fun:) WE WILL!
hohoho. i feel like santa claus.
sigh. i'm going on andonandon about weird stuff.
what gives?
i guess i'm just being the random ol me..
yeah, and belle? rmb to wait for the helicopter i chartered for you:P
hahaha
had so sosososososo much FUn at the UCC:)
whoever said that place was boring.
maybe its cause the company of such GOOD LOVABLE friends just made me enjoy myself, even though i thought i wouldn't.
hahaha:) I LOVED the dressing room cause it looks so PRO!
they have like many many dressing room tables and each is like lined with LIGHTBULBS!
SO SO PRO!
even though someone mentioned that it looks like a GETAI room,
but What gives?
that place hAS the aura of STARDOM!
hohoho. was so HIGH cause of xuan's weird song
man thats where all our nutty-ness came from.
THANKS NETTE FOR THE SUNFLOWER!
it's LOVELY!
hohoho
we had a wonderful sunday school on sunday...
dunno why, but i seem to feel we're all participating more even if its to contribute jokes or random stories.
it kinda feels much more COMFORTABLE:)
BBQ tmr:) WE'll have lotsa lotsa fun:) WE WILL!
hohoho. i feel like santa claus.
sigh. i'm going on andonandon about weird stuff.
what gives?
i guess i'm just being the random ol me..
yeah, and belle? rmb to wait for the helicopter i chartered for you:P
hahaha
Sunday, June 03, 2007
yeah. had quite a rubbish day on Friday. ESPECIALLY the guilt trip we were forced to take after choir. not that i really care though.
just that it meant i was an HOUR late. doing UNPRODUCTIVE stuff. My time could have been used so much MORE effectively.blearhs. i feel like bitching about her you know? cause this is a FREE country. then i realised that this is also a free web. which means she or somebody related to her could probably come to hear about it:P. so i need to act more RESPONSIBLY. thats like copying words off my mothers mouth. but who cares? it makes sense. cause i sure don't wanna get into trouble for badmouthing someone who kinda deserves it..
haha. watched spiderman3 with debbie and jun on VESAK day:) yeah, i know thats Quite late. but. at least i went :P haha. HArry Osbourne is SO adorable. UNlike spiderman( whom char claims looks like clay aiken, but, whatever) who just looks retarded and dumb. it was So sad that they had to kill him off in the end. spiderman 4 wont be worth watching, unless they REVIVE him:)))
hahhaha. I LOVE WHATEVER AND ANYTHING! actually i love the advert. cause its adorable and funny. esp the one about the dying old man. i loved till my belly dropped. i think it was created in singapore.hah that just proves that singaporeans HAVE creativity and ingenuity. HAH! take THAT, world.
okay TWO adverts.
1. CHOIR CONCERT! please spare a thought for the poor souls who have to sing to an empty concert hall:((( i think thats my most PITIFUL face le. can't do anymore than that:)
its FIFTEEN DOLLARS( down from 25) on 9th JUNE, SATURDAY, 7-9pm
pleasepleaseplease.
boy, am i pathetic. i even have to resort to this sort of persuasion. oh well.
2.sheesh. i FORGOT what my second advert was supposed to be:(
oh well. i'm just FORGETFUL...haha
okay. back to hitting the books
just that it meant i was an HOUR late. doing UNPRODUCTIVE stuff. My time could have been used so much MORE effectively.blearhs. i feel like bitching about her you know? cause this is a FREE country. then i realised that this is also a free web. which means she or somebody related to her could probably come to hear about it:P. so i need to act more RESPONSIBLY. thats like copying words off my mothers mouth. but who cares? it makes sense. cause i sure don't wanna get into trouble for badmouthing someone who kinda deserves it..
haha. watched spiderman3 with debbie and jun on VESAK day:) yeah, i know thats Quite late. but. at least i went :P haha. HArry Osbourne is SO adorable. UNlike spiderman( whom char claims looks like clay aiken, but, whatever) who just looks retarded and dumb. it was So sad that they had to kill him off in the end. spiderman 4 wont be worth watching, unless they REVIVE him:)))
hahhaha. I LOVE WHATEVER AND ANYTHING! actually i love the advert. cause its adorable and funny. esp the one about the dying old man. i loved till my belly dropped. i think it was created in singapore.hah that just proves that singaporeans HAVE creativity and ingenuity. HAH! take THAT, world.
okay TWO adverts.
1. CHOIR CONCERT! please spare a thought for the poor souls who have to sing to an empty concert hall:((( i think thats my most PITIFUL face le. can't do anymore than that:)
its FIFTEEN DOLLARS( down from 25) on 9th JUNE, SATURDAY, 7-9pm
pleasepleaseplease.
boy, am i pathetic. i even have to resort to this sort of persuasion. oh well.
2.sheesh. i FORGOT what my second advert was supposed to be:(
oh well. i'm just FORGETFUL...haha
okay. back to hitting the books
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
yeah
an hour of boring emaths on one day. and stressful emaths on the next
add a nice teacher with a lullaby like voice and what do you get?
an ultra bored eunice whos ready to collapse and die.
a little advert:
PLEASE BUY TICKETS TO THE AUSTRIAN-CEDAR CONCERT!!!!!
from me la
please
its $15 ONLY! at the University cultural center. 9th june sat 7-9pm.
PLEASE:)
for a good cause.
to support me!
haha
an hour of boring emaths on one day. and stressful emaths on the next
add a nice teacher with a lullaby like voice and what do you get?
an ultra bored eunice whos ready to collapse and die.
a little advert:
PLEASE BUY TICKETS TO THE AUSTRIAN-CEDAR CONCERT!!!!!
from me la
please
its $15 ONLY! at the University cultural center. 9th june sat 7-9pm.
PLEASE:)
for a good cause.
to support me!
haha
Saturday, May 26, 2007
okay.
i've temporarily retired from my second 'job': being a mugger:)
but then again, maybe not!
gonna study hard during the hols.
cause i gotta do well. i guess thats one of the things in life that i want.
i want to leave this life with no regrets.
i don't want to regret not studying hard enough.
i want to live life to my best potential.
i want to shine to the best of my ability,
even if all i am able to shine is a dirty BLUE colour,
i still want it to be known that i've tried.
because, the person who regrets, knows that they have not done their best.
the best is yet to be
whose best?
my best? or the society's opinion of 'best'
because often times we try to conform to society's opinion, but then we realise that either we're shortchanging ourselves, or we haven't lived up to our full potential
i believe that everyone has a potential
the great people in life are just those that have learnt to maximise it
hm... that's proFOUND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH AND KAIQI!
may the 16th birthday be the sweetest... so far. until the NEXt one!
BEST wishes to the O LEVEL CHINESE PEOPLE!
lynette, rach tan, pat, angela, anabel, matthew, nigel...
i think thats all
went for the ihope conference
irealise that the letter i has been exhaustively used man. give 'i' an ibreak!
imean, we could always alternate with other alphabets...
like... what about useing the letter u?
like uwish, u try, u-sing,
erm.. out of point
well... i guess what sy rogers said made a lot of sense
cause i think we should all stop judging people and pointing out ALL their faults if we ourselves have faults.
i guess a lot of times people forget that even if a person is bad, we still ought to show love
and not CONDEMN
lotsa times, petty criminals get pushed to the edge because of condemning christians.
that really made me think, and i guess mad me reflect too.
oh well
the holidays are here
sure don't feel like it though..
sec4s all round will feel my pain:P
PAINFUL PAINFUL
ouch
i've temporarily retired from my second 'job': being a mugger:)
but then again, maybe not!
gonna study hard during the hols.
cause i gotta do well. i guess thats one of the things in life that i want.
i want to leave this life with no regrets.
i don't want to regret not studying hard enough.
i want to live life to my best potential.
i want to shine to the best of my ability,
even if all i am able to shine is a dirty BLUE colour,
i still want it to be known that i've tried.
because, the person who regrets, knows that they have not done their best.
the best is yet to be
whose best?
my best? or the society's opinion of 'best'
because often times we try to conform to society's opinion, but then we realise that either we're shortchanging ourselves, or we haven't lived up to our full potential
i believe that everyone has a potential
the great people in life are just those that have learnt to maximise it
hm... that's proFOUND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH AND KAIQI!
may the 16th birthday be the sweetest... so far. until the NEXt one!
BEST wishes to the O LEVEL CHINESE PEOPLE!
lynette, rach tan, pat, angela, anabel, matthew, nigel...
i think thats all
went for the ihope conference
irealise that the letter i has been exhaustively used man. give 'i' an ibreak!
imean, we could always alternate with other alphabets...
like... what about useing the letter u?
like uwish, u try, u-sing,
erm.. out of point
well... i guess what sy rogers said made a lot of sense
cause i think we should all stop judging people and pointing out ALL their faults if we ourselves have faults.
i guess a lot of times people forget that even if a person is bad, we still ought to show love
and not CONDEMN
lotsa times, petty criminals get pushed to the edge because of condemning christians.
that really made me think, and i guess mad me reflect too.
oh well
the holidays are here
sure don't feel like it though..
sec4s all round will feel my pain:P
PAINFUL PAINFUL
ouch
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friendI'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
love the song
and you guys know we'll lean oneach other
even if things go wrong
Thursday, April 26, 2007
AND THE ANNOUNCER WIPES A drop of sweat off his brow and reads:
" choir #101: Cedar Girls Secondary School....have achieved the GOLD award...." That sentence opens the floodgates and a small, but distinct group of students donning blue and grey grab each other, weeping in silent TRIUMPH.
in case you are clueless, that's TOTALLY fictional. just a product of my own imagination and the fact that i have ENGLISH MYE tomorrow.
right. but putting that aside, i suppose i must have described the most accurate scenario. but how would i know. i wasn't even there. i spent 2 tensed hours at PP macs waiting for the call. i was supposed to study. but. who in the right mind would be able to in THAT circumstance.
AND we FINALLY got our GOLD. no thanks to a particular individual who has a TRUNK and makes terrible TSKING noises.
actually, in my honest opinion, I think cedar choir screwed our SYF. seriously. we sounded so much better in the 10 minutes area.
but. thanks judges for knowing what we are capable of
REMINISCENCE. with ruiwen, yunmin,elizabeth,nicole,qixuan on the bus. i guess we must have been damn disappointed and sad with our showing. but whatever it was, we zi high and started singing ol sec1 choir songs. like geylang, masquerade, ETC.ha it was quite a failure.
made me miss ms chye man. and made me wish for the days before any of us became serious.
sec1 days............
the pictures were supposed to be downloaded, but...put 2 and 2 together your self
i'm lazy and there's midyears and rachel has already done the uploading.
PLUS rachels and my pics are THE SAME.
so 4s historians. use your inferential skills:P
" choir #101: Cedar Girls Secondary School....have achieved the GOLD award...." That sentence opens the floodgates and a small, but distinct group of students donning blue and grey grab each other, weeping in silent TRIUMPH.
in case you are clueless, that's TOTALLY fictional. just a product of my own imagination and the fact that i have ENGLISH MYE tomorrow.
right. but putting that aside, i suppose i must have described the most accurate scenario. but how would i know. i wasn't even there. i spent 2 tensed hours at PP macs waiting for the call. i was supposed to study. but. who in the right mind would be able to in THAT circumstance.
AND we FINALLY got our GOLD. no thanks to a particular individual who has a TRUNK and makes terrible TSKING noises.
actually, in my honest opinion, I think cedar choir screwed our SYF. seriously. we sounded so much better in the 10 minutes area.
but. thanks judges for knowing what we are capable of
REMINISCENCE. with ruiwen, yunmin,elizabeth,nicole,qixuan on the bus. i guess we must have been damn disappointed and sad with our showing. but whatever it was, we zi high and started singing ol sec1 choir songs. like geylang, masquerade, ETC.ha it was quite a failure.
made me miss ms chye man. and made me wish for the days before any of us became serious.
sec1 days............
the pictures were supposed to be downloaded, but...put 2 and 2 together your self
i'm lazy and there's midyears and rachel has already done the uploading.
PLUS rachels and my pics are THE SAME.
so 4s historians. use your inferential skills:P
Friday, April 20, 2007
GO ROSE GO ROSE GO ROSE!
EXPLODE! IGNITE!ROSE HOUSE IS DYNAMITE!
must say MORE times now... cause just now i didn't really cheer...
ok, maybe i did.
oh WELL.
4by 100 was OKAY. as in OKAY OKAY.not good, not bad
but everyone ran their BEST.
i think
dionne darling, THANKS for the Honey lemon water! LOVE YA!
erm.. i thought i was suppose to get mamee??:)
SWEELENG! you're more GREEDY than me.
please la. you ate like 2 bananas, 6 plus cups of MILO and a SANDWICH!
todays lunch was fun. didn't know pat had an UNGLAM side of her.
want to post pictures
BUT the mother has HIDDEN the camera.
:P
WE HAVE JOY ,WE HAVE FUN, WE HAVE HAPPINESS IN THE SUN>>>
ok. RUBBISHNESS
rach, i seriously think that your com got PROB! i can read my blog dear.
but, CHEER UP! things don't always turn out the way you want it to be. but know that GOD holds your future, he will be with you come what may. AND I WILL TOO!
okay.
why am i using this PRECIOUS space to reply people?
.......................................................................................................................................................................
Syf approaches. i kinda care...
and you care a lot too.
too much, i guess.
have you FORGOTTEN about us?
have you FORGOTTEN that you're not them anymore?
i don't know. i'll wait till after syf. then i'll see your true colours.
people have diff interprtations about your sudden change.
but i'm gonna give you a fair chance
after syf.
see what happens
gonna run some 10 k race on sunday. don't know what posessed me to agree to my dad's request
i think i had a moment of insanity.
but then, it was too late.
I"LL COMPLETE IT.
I MUST I CAN I WILL
crap.
just thinking about it makes me TIRED.
just thinking about running ,makes me SICK
just thinking about thinking..........................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sorry. fell asleep for a moment
i think my thoughts are all over the place.
scattered
i think i'm not in a posting mood.
cause i'm thinking
I NEED TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.
actually i'm not.
my brain has TWO halves
the good half and the naughty half
and it has a fraction of a half brain that's the BAD half
told you i didn't know what i was saying
you know, the tug of war's a tie now
nobody is winning.
and then again, it may be because my brain is sleeping.
or worse still, dead.
i need to be shot
EXPLODE! IGNITE!ROSE HOUSE IS DYNAMITE!
must say MORE times now... cause just now i didn't really cheer...
ok, maybe i did.
oh WELL.
4by 100 was OKAY. as in OKAY OKAY.not good, not bad
but everyone ran their BEST.
i think
dionne darling, THANKS for the Honey lemon water! LOVE YA!
erm.. i thought i was suppose to get mamee??:)
SWEELENG! you're more GREEDY than me.
please la. you ate like 2 bananas, 6 plus cups of MILO and a SANDWICH!
todays lunch was fun. didn't know pat had an UNGLAM side of her.
want to post pictures
BUT the mother has HIDDEN the camera.
:P
WE HAVE JOY ,WE HAVE FUN, WE HAVE HAPPINESS IN THE SUN>>>
ok. RUBBISHNESS
rach, i seriously think that your com got PROB! i can read my blog dear.
but, CHEER UP! things don't always turn out the way you want it to be. but know that GOD holds your future, he will be with you come what may. AND I WILL TOO!
okay.
why am i using this PRECIOUS space to reply people?
.......................................................................................................................................................................
Syf approaches. i kinda care...
and you care a lot too.
too much, i guess.
have you FORGOTTEN about us?
have you FORGOTTEN that you're not them anymore?
i don't know. i'll wait till after syf. then i'll see your true colours.
people have diff interprtations about your sudden change.
but i'm gonna give you a fair chance
after syf.
see what happens
gonna run some 10 k race on sunday. don't know what posessed me to agree to my dad's request
i think i had a moment of insanity.
but then, it was too late.
I"LL COMPLETE IT.
I MUST I CAN I WILL
crap.
just thinking about it makes me TIRED.
just thinking about running ,makes me SICK
just thinking about thinking..........................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sorry. fell asleep for a moment
i think my thoughts are all over the place.
scattered
i think i'm not in a posting mood.
cause i'm thinking
I NEED TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.
actually i'm not.
my brain has TWO halves
the good half and the naughty half
and it has a fraction of a half brain that's the BAD half
told you i didn't know what i was saying
you know, the tug of war's a tie now
nobody is winning.
and then again, it may be because my brain is sleeping.
or worse still, dead.
i need to be shot
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
hey. eunice the mugger finally appears.
closet mugger
sometimes, i SO hate myself.
haha listen to 2 rubbish poems i came up with
rose cheer: ROSE ROASTING CHICKEN
ROSE ROASTING PORK
ROSE ROASTING ALL OF YOU
IN A GREAT BIG POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
claps hands feverishly*
haha. if you hear that on sports day, it's all thanks to me and yanling
wahahaha
that reminds me. i'm gonna die SO BAD
but i'll stick through it all the way
cause eunice is NOT A QUITTER!
I WON"T GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah! CHHEEERRR UP RACHEL TAN!
here's the poem we wrote.
it's called LE MOSQUITO
there once was a mosquito
who lived in a big black hole
he fell off a tall tall pole
and injured his little left toe
OH THE PAIN OH THE SHAME
OH THE BLAME OF THE DAME
and he slipped out of shock
into my, holey sock
there he struggled, until i fumbled
and flew out towards the light
IT was so blue so blue so blue.........................
and ZAP!!!!!!!!!!!! he died!
hahaha
love myself
think i've got a fever:)
closet mugger
sometimes, i SO hate myself.
haha listen to 2 rubbish poems i came up with
rose cheer: ROSE ROASTING CHICKEN
ROSE ROASTING PORK
ROSE ROASTING ALL OF YOU
IN A GREAT BIG POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
claps hands feverishly*
haha. if you hear that on sports day, it's all thanks to me and yanling
wahahaha
that reminds me. i'm gonna die SO BAD
but i'll stick through it all the way
cause eunice is NOT A QUITTER!
I WON"T GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah! CHHEEERRR UP RACHEL TAN!
here's the poem we wrote.
it's called LE MOSQUITO
there once was a mosquito
who lived in a big black hole
he fell off a tall tall pole
and injured his little left toe
OH THE PAIN OH THE SHAME
OH THE BLAME OF THE DAME
and he slipped out of shock
into my, holey sock
there he struggled, until i fumbled
and flew out towards the light
IT was so blue so blue so blue.........................
and ZAP!!!!!!!!!!!! he died!
hahaha
love myself
think i've got a fever:)
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