So we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we’re gonna be when we turn 25
I keep on thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back
no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now
cause you don’t have another day
cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down
these memories are playing like a without sound
I keep thinking of that night in June
didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon
and there was me and you and when we got real blue
we’d stay at home talking on the telephone
we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair
CHORUS: and this is how it feels...
as we go on, we remember/ all the times we, had together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be friends forever
so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school
still be trying to break every single rule? will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?
I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye
keep on thinking it’s our time to fly










grad ceremony yesterday.
awfully sad.
in the words of qixuan, slightly rephrased though, if only they had spent the time talking about stupid stuff, like fifty lap run, i-portal...and all the things that we hate.
maybe then i wouldn't be so sad.
but they just had to speak such lovely lovely stuff about us.
i didn't cry
i didn't really see the need to.
but it was really sad
i cried inside
it hurt a lot
i was thinking about really sad stuff
like
now we're"EX" cedarians
we'll never sit in 4/s again
we'll never hang out in the toilet anymore
we'll never rush to the canteen for food again
we'll never complain about the stupid stall owners
we'll never be late for reading again because of them
we'll never complain about the 3 assholes
we'll never sit ramrod straight during mdm lum's lessons
we'll never laugh so hard at yu lao's lessons
we'll never bitch about the sec threes again
or the sec twos
or the sec ones
we'll never sing our weird 4/s songs together anymore
we'll never panic together before a minor test again
we'll never be in the same class again
we'll never be in the same school again
we'll never be in the same CCA again
we'll never be so united in opposing limyau
we'll never complain about choir pracs again
we'll never cry with each other again
we'll never laugh about stupid things again
we'll never cheer our hearts out again
we'll never not sing the school song and national anthem again
we'll never do stupid stuff together again


...


we'll never ever BE with each other again












gosh. this all makes me feel so sad
my time in cedar has been the most enjoyable, fufilling time
i just got to thinking.
i'm 16 now
another phase of my life has just ended
when i see you guys again
i'll no longer be the person i am now
one chapter has ended
we'll all move on
no matter how much we deny it
we'll all move on
and this period will just be a part of our memories
we'll no longer be the same
our friendship will no longer be as naive and innocent
neither will we, for that matter
it's all so sad
i wish i could turn back the clock
i wish i could rewind to sec1 years again
then i'll have another 4 years with you guys
all over again
but i know its impossible
still, it doesn't mean i can't wish
quoting our theme song
i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away

i'll miss qixuan for being the best bus partner on853 and the bestest friend that anybody could ever wish for
i'll miss nette for her serious and lame sides and for being such a darling, listening to me and hearing me out even when i'm talking abt the most lame stuff
i'll miss rach for always telling me to shutup when i need to, and for being a dear bio partner:)
i'll miss sweeleng for all our secret-sharing and all our lovelylovely talks during chem
i'll miss yangyang and her quirky sense of humour and for always bringing us back down to earth
i'll miss steph for being the most fun to suan and tease...and for all the times you selflessly sent us out
i'll miss pat for being the most enigmatic one, and just when i thought i knew you, you'd surprise me all over again. thanks for the suspense
i'll miss kaiqi for being a darling sec3 table partner, and all the times we fail to pay attn in class and our roll of toilet paper
i'll miss yanling for being my beloved sec4 table partner, and all the talks, games and drawings we did while the teachers were talking about 'unimportant' stuff
i'll miss renuka and our running sessions however few they may have been
i'll miss joy and her laughter and the wonderful time we had pretending to be bitches:)
i'll miss louise and her brain, and the sharing of our 8days
i'll miss biru for being extremely fun to tease and bully and even though she 'nahnipoo'ed me, i know she'll miss all that:)
i'll miss xiuxian for being a superb translator, translating my eng thoughts into chinese for all my compos
i'll miss weishan for 4 wonderfulyears of being in the same class, even though she keeps laughing at me abt lonerising at njc
i'll miss diwulizi for all the tissue paper that she lent me when i needed it
i'll miss fatmah for being the best and funnest monitress that any class could ever wish for
i'll miss weiting for being a beng, or at least trying to be one though she can't match up with nette
i'll miss alicia and all her quirkiness and all the times shes made us laugh
i'll miss hannui for being such an unerasable part of the class
i'll miss yanyi and her super fast maths brain, and her distinct laughter
i'll miss elizabeth for always giving me good advice and being there for me in choir and in class
i'll miss filzah for being the funniest and most lovable babe in class
i'll miss amira for all the times we've laughed together for 4 years
i'll miss GC for our failed running plan but all the fun that we had in the process, and all the times shes perked up the class with her randomness
i'll miss angchou for being a cool model for all my random photos and for willingly obliging to be in them
i'll miss eugenia for her hystericalness and panicking everytime someone asks her:"wheres history ah?"
i'll miss ruiwen for being a great choir buddy and for going through all the auditions when we were in sec one and failing all of them with me
i'll miss denise for being the bestest choir president i could ever want
i'll miss wanping for being my beloved gan jie
i'll miss eileen for all our crappin and dancing during choir
i'll miss yunmin for being a wonderful SL and for humoring me even though i don't deserve it
i'll miss sophia ling for being a wonderful friend
i'll miss miss lizah for giving me a wonderful sec4 year and for all her thoughtful gifts to spur us on
i'll miss mdm lum for giving us a good scare everytime she walks past our table and go"eh girl"
i'll miss mrs Peh for being so sweet to us even though we don't do as she says
i'll miss yu lao for talking with us about everthing under the sun and for being so concerned about our future
i'll miss miss chye for being such a wonderful choir teacher
i'll miss choir for teaching me to persevere and not give up
i'll miss 4/s for teaching me that its possible to laugh and have fun even when everyones stressed
i'll miss cedar for teaching me to be gracious, courteous and to persevere.
i'll miss being sec4 and at the top of the food chain

sorry if i don't mention your name
but know that if i've met you, you've probably made a hugh impact in me already
i just don't have that good a memory
















i'll miss you guys





















lots

four years have just flew by.
it sounds cliche, i know
and trust me, i hate cliches. it stems from uncreativity, squareness
i like my language colourful
okay, that said, let me rephrase
four years have evaporated, just like water when spreaded over a large surface area(increse SA to vol ratio, increse rate of evaporation)
shutup eunice.
thats a little out of point
still, i LIKE it:D
spastic grins.





hm. i remember day one of cedar.
haha. actually i rmb the first two years SO clearly.
those were THE most embarrasing years of my life
i wish i could erase them, but obviously i can't
but i can try to forget
haha. but i always end up remembering it
i remember being weird and a loser
thank goodness i've changed


ihope:D


as usual, i ought to mention people's names'
hm.i need to think. i've got terrible memory storage
i think i'm only a 1GB memory storage card.
limited and special:D
rrrrrrrrright
okay. qixuan, dionne, lynette. the ex-853 gang:D i'll definitely miss the crazy times on the long bus ride. esp the time we were laughing so hard that we were falling all over the place, and we were STANDING for goodness sake. and yes. dionne is much more effective than our lousy PA system
rach,swee,steph,yang,pat and nette.the spectrum clique. yeah, our personalities ARE as colourful as the rainbow. ranging from the moody, the act emo, the unknowingly adorable, the ba dao, the bullied, the insane to the plain deranged:D i'm not naming names. BUT. i think you can guess:D still, it's been a lovely last year spending time with you. and dare i say it? i think we complement each other.
eileen,ruiwen,nicole. and the other choir members that i 've already neamed in this post. yesyes yes. i love and miss you guys. but we've shared trouble together, so i guess that will go a long way:D
yanling,biru,xiuxian. we were forced to work together for manymanymany group works. but we had so much fun that ui think we went beyond what the teachers wanted us to do. ok, maybe it was under expectations.but still. we've had lots and lots of fun, despite the mugging sec4 year. and yanling and i had lotsa fun bullying you TWO! haha. for a change, thatis.
misslizah,missching,mdmlum etcetc. all the teachers at cedar will forever be remembered for their gentle ways, and their not-so-gentle ways:D
i'll continue this another time.
cause i'm running short of time.
MAN. i'll miss cedar.

dearly.