How do i hate thee? Let me count the ways. Have you any idea what exactly you have done? Obviously not. why? cause i'm miss nice. I don't want to tell you yet, knowing that you're weak and hurting and all... but is it really necessary to play a fool with our friendship???When you're upset, i'm a shoulder for you to cry on. the three of us are. but when all is smooth-sailing... you dump us for your friends in " higher authority"... it got worse during ce. all you could do was to hang out with them, talk about it, sing about it. Have you ever wondered that we would feel left out? that you're ignoring us? just to be with other people? have you ever spared a thought for us? have you ever walked in our shoes? to have such a good friend only to lose her to the power-struggle.

okay./ maybe I don't hate you. but it sure doesn't help my stress level if you cont. I feel so USED. so misunderstood. its no joke... but if you wanna ditch us... we won't chase after you. cause we know that it's no use... it's happened before, and it's going to happen again. It's just sad that it had to Happen to us.

For all you out there who don't understand the abbrievations... don't bother. cause it was never meant for you....
I'm not regreting what i've said. cause it's what's going on in my brain. If you wanna say that I'm acting emo... go ahead. cause I'm not gonna stop you. I have my rights why shouldn't you? only....you'ld be deluding yourself.

wanna grow my hair back.....

hello.hello. I know I've been rather lazy and not updating this thing... but I have other things to do yah? like MOURNING THE LOSS OF MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yepp. i finally got it chopped. and when i say CHOPPED, i mean chopped... it's all gone! so freaking angry at the hairdresser man. who asked her to be pregnant and have mood swings, then insist on cutting my hair???!!!hmph. now I look like a cross between a hairy monkey and a nerd which is as you can expect, not very nice at all....
well, image doesn't matter, but i can't wear half the clothes in my cupboard cause it's all too feminine! help man. not that I was exactly feminine before but still...
I realize that I've got lots of regrets... and I'm trying to get rid of them... they were stupid things I did before... and I shouldn't have done them but they're done. I can't go back in time, and unless i know of someone who can, i won't regret whatever i have done. I may be sorry, but I certainly won't regret it.

okay... really gotta go
but one more thing... GOING TO SEE ACS(B) TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY..
crap la. relax i'm not seeing guys... i wanna see the swimming pool... haha
will blog abt youth sunday.................
in another million years. haha