I have this recurring nightmare.
I am surrounded by rows of houses.
They all look the same to me.
It's like a ghost town.
I walk, slowly and unsteadily at first, but when i see no one, i start to walk faster.
All of a sudden, I see many heads poppin out of the windows.
They stare at me, unblinking.
I start to run.
They start to chase.
I run and I run and I run...till I have nothing left to give.
and i collapse.


the heads can be many different people.
they change with every nightmare.
But every nightmare, there is only 1 figure, repeatedly staring at me.
I'm scared, but i won't quit.
like my partner says: life is tough. but I am tougher.
let me change that statement a bit: life is tough, my GOD is tougher.
praise God from whom all things flow.
not just blessings, but nightmares as well.
cos he carries me through...




this one hasn't ended yet...