me

What is the world coming to? It is so RUINED... nobody's clean or pure anymore... diseases are on the rampage...like Sars and Bird Flu andDengue...natural disasters are going crazy.... and this all OUR fault...yepp not God's. He gave us this world and we promptly ruined it. utter destructive. Man's worst enemy is himself and who does he blame? God. It ain't fair. Sure it ain't fair.but what are we gonna do abt it? we can't just sit there and let the world ROT AWAY... no. we must save as many pple as we can. don't waste time on those who persist on remaining STUBBORN. coz it will prevent those who reallywant to know the gospel from hearing it. yepp. I still wanna go to China as a missionary when i grow up. except now, i'm reminded that hey, s/b gotta do something abt the singaporeans too. so i'm praying for everyone i know...bleah... i'm tired after this bout of rambling ... but i pray it'll ispire whoever reads it.
cheers.

exams

goodness... am so relieved that the exams are OVER!!! finally finally finally...God really sustained me thru and i am 4ever indebted to him...not trying for triple science coz i have totally no wish to suffer thru a year of physics and ss/geog as my only humans. so i chose chem, bio,history and ss/geog so @least i have history to pull me thru...dunno wat i've been rambling abt...anyways my p says that @ the Os, the top 10 pupils are not from Trip science.... but the top10 pple who go mentally bersek are from trip Science, so i guess i chose a SAFE option=D

lalala

Nervous thotsare overwelming now

aaarghhh!!!

thinks i'm gonna freak out

tmr is the 1st open Sundayi'm doing...

and i noe for a fact that there are pple who hate me

why can't they be tolerant?

why can't they accept everybody?

just coz i'm different.

guess that's coz i dun noe them that well

i'm like the most misunderstood person in the entire universe

pple think i'm lame.funny.crappy

can't be seroius type

but u noe what?

they're wrong.wroNG. WRONG>

my basic personality

is a serious one.

church friends would know that

but i also like to talk...

i'm also very "versatile"

to quote my primary school teacher

that means flexible

i guess i'm just a good actress

i cover up my real feelings.

that's why i seldom cry.

i don't miss pple badly.

if u would ask me to leave angora

for another church.

i would do it

without any hesitation

i find it difficult to say:' i miss you"

cos most of the time, i dun mean it

if i do

well. let's just say, no one has touched my heart that far yet

maybe except God

that's why i'm in LOVE with

HIm

(not any other human...YET)

sighs

Exams...

the dreaded four letter word...

causes everyone to shudder in pain

but i have other things on my mind...

sitting here

silently

fearfully

waiting for Him...

wihout Him, i'm nobody

empty and void

my innermost thots are read by him

and him alone

all else may fail

but i know he'd be right by my side...

Befor you disgustingly inquisitive pple go abt

guessing my crush( which no one knows)

the"poem" is talking abt my light and salvation

Jesus Christ

don't roll your eyes

i forbid u coz u have to respect him (and me)

...

:ATII

Hey all!

back from malaysia conference

about homeschoolings...

so cool right?

really admire all those homeschoolers

they are like so different, so untouched...

really not of this world

no matter how hard i try, i can't

coz i'm thoroughly influenced by school

dad's convinced that homeschooling is the way to go...

m really excited,

but plans are totally not confirmed yet...

we memorised psalms 1 during like the 3 days....

pro eh?

really need God's help....

hm... why do i feel so hypocritic??? coz i am

Life's this way

You Raised me up so i can stand on mountains

You raised me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulders,

you raised me up to more than i can be.

Isn't this song so controversial?

Sometimes pple say that they thank you SO much

and that you're SO great.

They don't mean it.

trust me

The next moment, all their gratitute is forgotten

and you're being taken for granted

Again

I think only one person stands with me during this tumultaneous periods.

God.

and don't roll your eyes

coz it's true and i'm not lying

no matter how many times someone lets you down

he'll always be there to stick thru it all

ain't that something?

But there's some more.

how do you treat him? don't you take him for granted as well?

Does he complain?

This doesn't mean that You have the right to stray

He's waiting.

waiting for you today.

So hear him yah? listen to his voice.

Before it's too late...

Holidays are here!

AaaaaH! holidays are finally here!

Tralalala i'm so RELIEVED... yah right

no need to see the teachers anymore

even though we just spent one teacher's day kissing up to the teachers,

we all Know we don't like them...

duh... don't kid yourself

o.k on a second thot( if i'm allowed a second thot) only those guai kia will

but even they can't like the teachers after what they did to us!

Holiday leh... still must give homework!

plus, it's not even like we have a long holiday lorh

it's only one week!

our exams are like so near yet they don't give us time for revision.

Does this make it any difference between School days and holi Days?

NO...

So why must they give us so much h/w?

the original ideas for holidays is to give us time to refresh ourselves

how can we do that if we have homework to do???

hehe i've calmed down...

and i'm much more rational whan i calm down

i hope.

well, i'm not always like that

just sometimes i get caught in my debators mood

or in my mood to reason

note: not argue or quarrel: REASON

Hear me?