remind me

I've done all i could already
this is my best shot, and i really don't think i would have done it differently during the same time frame.

I believe that all that is to happen will happen
and my Future is in God's hands, so no amount of worrying is going to change things.

I believe that God has my best interests at heart. he knows what i need, so i'm going to trust in him completely.

I believe that i should stop whining about myself and look to the brighter side of life, and the silver lining that lines this situation.





On a lighter note...i just had jap buffet with sylvia, jeanette and erm, yeah me. haha. we were so STUFFED. i've never eaten that much raw food in my entire life! eesh. talking and eating at the same time so doesn't mix well man. by the end of the meal,we were all like old women, esp jeanette. who was grunting and making weird noises and rolling all over the place like she was about to give birth. But the fellowship was nice:)
had lots of fun knowing that jeanette sure watches a lot of TV. apparently it helps her in her GP.HAHA.


CHEM SPA. oh man. sonia will tell you of my stupidity. i had to collect the crystals for prep of standard solution not once, not twice, but FIVE TIMES. can you imagine? yeah.and so my poor bench mate sonia had to deal with me passing by her table like 5 times. the first time, i didn't realise that we were suppose to dissolve it in ACID and not WATER. the second time, i was happiliy rinsing the beaker, when i realised that i overshot the mark., the 3rd and4th time, i forgot to tare the beaker before putting the crystals in. and FINALLY. the fifth time. i got it RIGHT. haha. oh well, and for once in my life, i could CALCULATE! oh man. i'm so proud that i actually knew what was going on. and i actually remembered all the skill B stuff.
now the next hurdle.
CTS

i feel like a secret agent . ah well. let's see if tomorrow all goes according to plan! if it does...okay. IT SHALL GO ACCOR TO PLAN. haha. and let's see if i can wrangle a confession from somebody.
woohoo, this is so fun


OKAY. here's my nice emo, sweet, touching, lovely, etcetc part
to haocheng,
thanks for being such a nice choir friend, the tenor whos not really a tenor but actually a bass, but who behaves like a tenor anyway. thanks for being such a vital part of FB. know that when you leave, you're not going alone. but the entire spirit of FB goes with you. we'll be your source of comfort in your new foreign land.we'll be your rock back on this island of singapore! i know this island is small...but you had better not forget us! orr..we'll go to NY and hantum you:) thanks for laughing at my pidgin chinese, and for pointing out my mistakes in attempting to master your native language. i don't know why i even try. thanks for making us laugh with the scandal we cooked up and entertained us for weeks about it. thanks for always being there, being present and adding to the life and love of FB. of this group thats like family. thanks, most importantly, for being YOU. cos you're special, and there's no one like you:D


to MANUEL,
thanks oh german one, for adding so much life into 08s17STONE. you've been loved by the class since day one, no matter how different you look, whether it is your skin colour or hair colour, deep down inside, we've looked at you as just another fellow Njcian. another one of us. you belong, man! thanks for being the class lighthouse, if we are stranded, we always know where the rest of the class is. cos you are the class. and the class is you.thanks for participating so wholeheartedly in every single school event,and hyping up the class along with you. thanks for being so singaporean, and for teaching the us that no matter where you go, a person is still a person. thanks for being yourself, and yet with such a claim on the singapore culture, you could have been one of us. we love you and we'll see you in germany one of these dayS!


if you're wondering why i'm only mentioning these 2. it's cause they're leaving. the rest of you can hang around till i rejuvenate myself so that i can sheng qi shi zu and go and write nice stuff. which will prob be in another months time. ehh. people cannot just snap fingers and come up with sweet saccharrine stuff.eh. actually i can leh. cos i'm naturally sweet what. HAHA. oh well.

i don't quite get you

i realised that my blog post titles tend to be the same as my msn nicks
this just proves that eunice is not dysfunctional, contrary to popular belief. and that she does not have an identity crisis.

oh well

today's practice was disappointing. and i know that a lot of it may be my fault.i've been doing self-reflecting. and i think i need to tune myself and FOCUS. yesyesyes.GO EUNICE

the holidays are here. and they are a LIE.sheesh. my whole holiday is booked and spent. i feel like it's not even a break. seriously i need a break.my life is going past me at a rate thats too fast for me to comprehend.

my mum says that i'm too complicated a person. that i should think simple. yeah.i guess thats my problem. i keep looking at the larger picture. the more difficult problems, that i miss out all the nitty-gritty details that make up the whole thing


stupid Bio VA! what kind of marking scheme is this, can somebody explain? eesh. it's like 10 questions, and then i make ONE single mistake. should be 9/10 right? but NOOOO. it's 8/11??????
can somebody please explain? cos it's not making sense???
at least it should be 9/11?
hello? it's 2% of my bio grades.


heh. thats actually not a lot. i also dunno why i so ji dong.



this post has no head no tail:)



bye Haocheng. i will miss you lots:)
bye manuel i'll miss you lots too:)



eunice is in no mood to write mushy goodbye stuff. so she shall delay it yet again. can't help it. i still feel cheated!

okay. so. i promise i'll write nice sweet stuff another time. when this cheated heart of mine has healed.

Apparently, i have a fast internet connection today, so i shall post all my random photos. HAHA. i never even knew i had some of them! they're basically me and yunjie and sonia and nana and jeaness. cos we happen to like take A LOT of photos during PW to keep ourselves sane:)


i enjoyed looking at my crazy self, and i'm sure you will too:)





sonia, me and yunjie. From this, you know that sonia's mouth is the biggest.HAHA. this is evidence of what she does ALL the time.






during PAE! YJ, me and shihui. in CA6. the smelly container classroom.



Friday during Manuel's farewell at seoul garden:( i'm quite sad that he's leaving on a jet plane.he's added so much fun and laughter to our lives. in fact, he's more Singaporean than Me! he uses "DUH, LAH, LORH" like they're part of his native language.


i'll miss you! the class won't be the same without you, our beloved lighthouse!





on a second note, look at my hair in this pic! yeah. that's my new short hair. the mrs p---- hairstyle (rolls eyes at clarissa)



hm. this is at foodfair! with our failure KAYA TOAST. which was actually pretty tasty, but did not suit consumer taste and preference:) oops. too much econs:)





and here begins a series of mad photos nana, ness and niece took while sonia and yj were out buying lunch:)
USING NANA"S MACBOOK:)






in paris



haha. this is the weird face morphing thing. there were WORSE photos. but nana didn't pass them to me, so, yeah. i still got face!



at the grand canyon



colour pencil!



In the clouds!

08s17 in LT3

SPORTS DAY PHOTOS! yj, me and sonia. that's the number 17, by the way!

adeline,cherry,mengqiao,yj,sonia and me. actually, yj nia and me not supposed to be in the photo, but being the high people that we were, we just cut in! haha

sonia and me:)

08S17 milo class! man. we were so high during sports day. if only people caught us throwing pom poms!

heh:) this is an additional part:) sentosa pictures, which i think are quite nice. basically, they're just of my dad, my sis and me:)

hair today, gone tomorrow

i took a daring leap of faith today.


I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR!

thats a bit of an exaggeration actually.
i sent myself to the hairdresser's and got it chopped there.
that way, it's not my fault that it turned out in this fashion! heh.
but actually, it's not too bad. i actually like it.plus. it was done by a novice, so eunice the maganimous had just sacrificed her crowning head of glory for some novice hair-cutter to get a bit of experience.
oh well.
it could have been worse.
i just realised how THICK my hair is. cos i was like reading my reader's digest while the guy kept snipping. and then after a while i was thinking...i've read finish my mag, so by right he should be done...
but nooooooooooooo. he wasn't.
then i happened to stare at my lap. man. i saw a pool of hair staring back at me.
i didn't dare to look at the floor. all i can say is i left the hairdressers' flooded with hair. like everywhere.
and i happened to be the only one in the shop.

yesyesyes evil twin, i've thought everything over already, and i'm FINE. it's just that eunice the famous has been so busy, she hasn't updated the shift in her mindset on her blog.so here it is.
i'm FINE:D
i just thought things over, and contrary to Ja's advice (which is bordering on the line of rubbishness and making abstract sense) i've decided to 'resurrect' my optimistic nature. that disappeared about the time i joined NJ. heh. oh well. i see the good in every situation, and i believe that there's something good that will come out from every experience.
i love my friends:)
i couldn't be bothered to type out a whole long list of who i love and for what reason. the fact is, i've got lotsa other stuff to do. so just know that, if you're my friend, i love you, i really do, from the bottom of this lazy heart of mine:)

all that i once knew is disintegrating

i don't know what is happening now.
everything is so confusing.
i wake up one morning and everything was fine and dandy.
and the next moment, it's not.

xiaolongnu says i need to wake up.

i thought...that everyone was nice.
i guess i'm wrong
i thought...that everyone was frank and no one had hidden intentions
i guess i'm wrong
i thought.. that everyone was sincere
i guess i'm wrong
i thought...that nothing would come in between our friendship
i guess i'm wrong
i thought...i could believe everyone and take what they say at face value
i guess i'm wrong


i hate being wrong.ihate feeling suspicious of everyone.
to have so many things that i've always believed in thrown back in my face
and proven otherwise.

i feel like the world i once knew has becomed a stranger.
the people i thought i could trust, just fade away

maybe you are the only one i can trust.
the only unchanging God in my life.
i'll hold on to your inchanging love.
you are the strength of my heart.
and my portion forever.
hide me under your wings.
cover me with your mighty hands
Lord i'm weak. but in you, i can be strong.

i like the flowers. the daffodils.the mountains.thegreenfields.

So many things happened today; this week; no. a lot of things have happened since i last blogged. which happens to be quite a long time ago, as i can INFER from the exclaimation by clarissa(who is not a genius) that i've gotta get this blog moving.

the 2nd NDP recording happened last wednesday. basically, the highlight of the whole day was the dinner, to hear sonia say it. haha.but i think it's more cool that we have this mr. army guy who personally comes and escorts us from NJ to the pavane recording studio. i like that name!it sounds so POSH, so french, so....mama mia!haha:) yeah, anyway, i was wondering, does the army really have that much personnel to spare that a bunch of innocent NJC choir kids need a commando's escort? but it makes us feel important, so i'm not complaining!chester says he's a commando. i'm not sure. but if the colour of his burrea...bearuer. sheesh..forget it. the colour of his HAT is anything to go by...yeah. i guess he's somebody of quite a high rank
oh well. canadian pizza was gooooooooooooooooood. i didn't gorge myself:)unlike ahem. HAHA. 6.5 slices is 3 too many for a girl,Sonia!
it's a wonder that the other 3 voracious behaved themselves.but we DID!

i really have got to praise God. just last week, i was emo-ing to my sunday school class about my inability to cope with the pressures thats building in from all directions...parents, friends, schoolwork, CCA. yeah, and i remember feeling down and all that, esp it since it seems like my school work was suffering...and i was thinking. i'm in NJC for goodness sake. i don't even deserve to be here! i'm like at the bottom of the cohort or somthin. yeah. and GOd showed his grace and mercy, giving me some GOOD news to think about, for a change.
i passed my bio AND my econs test!
woohoo. and the circumstances for my passing makes it even more spectacular.
thank you GOD esp for that 80% in bio.
i know my class thinks i'm a freakish mugger. the truth is, i'm not. i just have a great GOD who knows the exact encouragement that i need, and is able to give me just that

Terra's house session was...let's just say i'm not proud of how terra behaved in front of the new house capt and the elects. although at that time it seemed right, the more i think about it, the more i feel that we shouldn't have let personal grudges stand in the way of respecting the person in charge. and i hope that it won't happen again. not just to show face to the HAT, but to for the sake of TERRA. we can't just let the HAs and the HAT do all the enthusiastic stuff. the house is made up of people and each one of us contributes. thats what i believe. no matter how much i dislike him.

haha. i sound so serious and POlitically correct. but WHO CARES? i don't.i'll say what i like. sheesh. i'm back to the business of answering my own questions.

College day/food fair/ emo day.
thats like TODAY.
college day performance was how i expected it to be. nothing too fantastic,but then,what do you expect when we're the buffer item? the people who sing when no one watches. and then we went up to the gallery and stood at attention for 20 minutes. without talking. in our gowns. in the HEAT.yes that was BAD. and so, while i stoned there. i started thinking about the seniors. cause we were all facing one another and yeah
that made me... pensive?i'll miss all of them. really.
cause we've spent so much time together.but cause they're ALL nice people.thats what nia and i conclude. even though we do talk about somepeople... essentially they're all nice.
yeah. and my darling class sold KAYA TOAST for food fair.
on the way home i was thinking about the injustice about this all. essentially, we're paying DOUBLE into the school's pocket. and the principal must be laughing her way to the bank, due to no fault of hers.
i hope.
you see. we paid for the raw materials, and contributed to the general fund that funds the buying of food materials. then we PURCHASE the products from the stores again. isn't that like taking money out of our pocket a 2nd time? thing is, not many people were sure what the food fair was all about? who was our target audience? who were invited? could we invite other people?and could i stop sounding like my econs teacher?

haha.
talking about my econs teacher.
sheesh. i had econs make-up today. brilliantly, we went to CA6, only to find it locked. and so my brilliant class did what we were brilliant at, brilliantly. we STONED. yeah. we just didn't move from outside CA6. never mind that it was sweltering hot. yeah, we just stoned until the terrorist came. which was like, LATE. and we spent the entire time doing what singaporeans are best at. COMPLAINING. yeah.then we toured the entire first floor. trying to find an empty classroom. we were praying so hard that all the class rooms would be locked. cos then we'd be able to CANCEL econs. oh well. didn't happen. the LAST classroom which was FURTHEST away from the CA6 was unlocked. pfffft. talk about wasted time. and then he had to Talk about his personal life story, which made sonia and i have to rush for lunch.haha

sonia's put on 4 kg. i don't dare to see how much i've put on.
and i still have to pass my 5-items. SBJ to be exact.
i need to diet.



and bulk up.






NAHHHHHH..............