lalala

Nervous thotsare overwelming now

aaarghhh!!!

thinks i'm gonna freak out

tmr is the 1st open Sundayi'm doing...

and i noe for a fact that there are pple who hate me

why can't they be tolerant?

why can't they accept everybody?

just coz i'm different.

guess that's coz i dun noe them that well

i'm like the most misunderstood person in the entire universe

pple think i'm lame.funny.crappy

can't be seroius type

but u noe what?

they're wrong.wroNG. WRONG>

my basic personality

is a serious one.

church friends would know that

but i also like to talk...

i'm also very "versatile"

to quote my primary school teacher

that means flexible

i guess i'm just a good actress

i cover up my real feelings.

that's why i seldom cry.

i don't miss pple badly.

if u would ask me to leave angora

for another church.

i would do it

without any hesitation

i find it difficult to say:' i miss you"

cos most of the time, i dun mean it

if i do

well. let's just say, no one has touched my heart that far yet

maybe except God

that's why i'm in LOVE with

HIm

(not any other human...YET)

sighs

Exams...

the dreaded four letter word...

causes everyone to shudder in pain

but i have other things on my mind...

sitting here

silently

fearfully

waiting for Him...

wihout Him, i'm nobody

empty and void

my innermost thots are read by him

and him alone

all else may fail

but i know he'd be right by my side...

Befor you disgustingly inquisitive pple go abt

guessing my crush( which no one knows)

the"poem" is talking abt my light and salvation

Jesus Christ

don't roll your eyes

i forbid u coz u have to respect him (and me)

...

:ATII

Hey all!

back from malaysia conference

about homeschoolings...

so cool right?

really admire all those homeschoolers

they are like so different, so untouched...

really not of this world

no matter how hard i try, i can't

coz i'm thoroughly influenced by school

dad's convinced that homeschooling is the way to go...

m really excited,

but plans are totally not confirmed yet...

we memorised psalms 1 during like the 3 days....

pro eh?

really need God's help....

hm... why do i feel so hypocritic??? coz i am

Life's this way

You Raised me up so i can stand on mountains

You raised me up to walk on stormy seas

I am strong when i am on your shoulders,

you raised me up to more than i can be.

Isn't this song so controversial?

Sometimes pple say that they thank you SO much

and that you're SO great.

They don't mean it.

trust me

The next moment, all their gratitute is forgotten

and you're being taken for granted

Again

I think only one person stands with me during this tumultaneous periods.

God.

and don't roll your eyes

coz it's true and i'm not lying

no matter how many times someone lets you down

he'll always be there to stick thru it all

ain't that something?

But there's some more.

how do you treat him? don't you take him for granted as well?

Does he complain?

This doesn't mean that You have the right to stray

He's waiting.

waiting for you today.

So hear him yah? listen to his voice.

Before it's too late...