You Are a Yellow Crayon

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

What Color Crayon Are You?

this shall be my last post in a long long time
I hope:)
I don't need if i can keep away, though
i think i should
all i need is to imagine a few teachers heads reminding me to work
and i'll flee in terror from the computer

hm. my mum's got a new blog and I'm rather irritated at blogger
cause i can't help her change the template
it's strange, it is. the new blogger i mean.
she came up witht the URL and it's shockingly cool
www.wherethebuckends.blogspot.com
she wanted to add in a "as if"
then i told her that there was no point in making your WHOLE point clear on a URL
yeah

Philip Yancey's : the Jesus I never Knew. is a good read
no, it's a must- read
cause it totally changed my perspective
it made me feel quite sad too that i had been living a life not in accordance to God's word
i admit i'm not as loving as i ought to be
but i shall try
I'll show love,
just like what GOd has done for me
and i desperately feel the urge to share his love
man,
i only hope this is not a passing phase
this is what i want to do for the rest of my life
and i finally understood what studying for God's glory meant

NDP '07

HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you

I am uberly proud of being Singaporean. man, ignore the hype and dig deep.
i have every reason to love this country i call my home.
i even love the annoying ah sohs who just HAVE to poke their noses into everyone's business:)
i even love the torturous teachers who delight in piling us with homework:)

NDP 07 @cedar was a BLAST:)
it was much better than i have EVER expected. esp after the FAILED leaders invest:)
loved the comm singing. haha it was so disco-like
everyone jumping screaming waving flags and who knows what.
and the long long chain at the end where almost all the sec 4s danced/ran/hopped around the hall
while the jnrs stared with a mix of envy+horrified fascination
i love cedar

after ndp 07, i realised how much cedar has done for me
how much i've built an identity
in cedar
how i've made the kooky friends i have
and i just KNOW that they'll last.
how we've celebrated every single insignificant event with so much enthusiasm
and hype
how we've banded together complaining about everything in the school
yet knowing how much we'll miss the school when we leave

i celebrate my cedar identity
i celebrate this life here
i thank God EVERYDAY for putting me in cedar
instead of my first choice

this is one situation that i can clearly see, that if God doesn't grant you your first choice,
he probably has much better surprises in store for you

thank you GOD

my abstract art:) nice, no?

This is what my life revolves around.

SAD.

I' ve changed the skin again and really have no idea, why on earth i changed it to that weird one at first, only to realise, i must have been in one of my moods.

If only life was simpler.

If only I could fast forward time

If only I would stop wishing for the impossible.

I make unreasonable wishes. I know, I know. but it doesn't stop me from trying:)

I feel drained, swamped and altogether tired. there's no way out, I know. So i'll just plunge into my work, and hope that time will wash away the strains of work. you know the chinese saying?

use poison to combat poison.

yeah. hope it works.

Why does it only feel like a month?

i mean, it's AUGUST already, and i still have the impression that it's JANUARY for goodness sake.

it's like I fell asleep one day in Jan, and the next thing i know, I'm waking up in AUGUST.

that's like 6 months of sleep. only it isn't. and all i can say is that i've probably wasted all this time. which is a pity, cause it means i have to do some serious catching up here.

Now I know what it means by time flies, i just hope I'll run faster than it can fly. that way, i won't lag behind

I know this is a tad redundant to mention, but the EXAMS are arriving. they're like some kind of univited guest that has decided to plonk itself on my doorstep.

enough said.

contrary to what a lot of people think, i don't live for food. seriously.

i think that if i did, i'd be a really sad person, and my body would show it's sadness too.

i mean, i may talk about food a lot, but i guess it's a way to break the ice you know? like, askin about the weather? except i won't do that. that's WAY too cliche.

maybe when i'm more comfortable i'll talk deeper stuff. the stuff i think in my head. i can't be thinking frivolous funny stuff all the time you know? i do think quite a bit. but i don't think anyone's ready to absorb a full force of eunice thoughts. they'd be too had to swallow, know what i mean? SO in the meantime, i'll just talk about food, and make people laugh.that's the way life is, I guess.

I'm not criticising anybody, if you know what I mean, come on. everybody wears masks, it's only a mattter of who wears it better.

I think i'm tired of this skin. my eyes start to blur whenever i open my blog on the browser. it'slike the distinction between black and white has started to blur.

Here it comes, the news of the century : EUNICE IS ORGANISED! be shocked. but yes indeed i have re-organised ALL my work which is shocking considering that i haven't done ANYTHING like that, well, since my mum packed my stuff for me when i was in primary one. I applaud myself for this( cause i don't think many others will, after all they have their own applauding to do), and suddenly I understand what is meant by a cleaner table follows by a clearer mind.

actually, i was wondering. maybe it would be rather cool to design my own skin, and fill it with pictures of amaths, amaths and more amaths. but seriously? amaths can be addictive. especially if you kow how to do the sums. i feel accomplished. usually.

Amaths in 4S is like this prolonged battle. we're constantly on the warpath. those of you who are donning army fatigues like me will understand 100% what i'm talking about. and you know who the enemy is. for her sake, i shan't put her name here. but she helps in a way. i've never devoted THIS much time to amaths before you know? strange.

I feel for the south korean hostages. it's rare for me to, but I do. it's like, i understand perfectly well how it feels for them and their families. they are definitely going through a trying period, but i believe GOd has a purpose. even if right now, the wholeworld is asking why GOd would allowsuch a thing to happen, especially since they were his children,and they were going in his love.But i know that GOD works for the good of everyone who loves him. and that in all situations, i will trust in him. It's sad, but i understand the tightness of the situation. the terrorists don' t want to back down, caus they will lose face. The afgan govt can't back down otherwise they'll be encouraging kidnapping in exchange for prisoners. and the south korean govt can't do anything to aggravate the situation. BUT we, as GOd's children are the only ones who can do ANYTHING,and we MUST do what we can do. we have the power of prayer. let's weld it effectively.

There's no such thing as a long piece of work, except the one you never dare to start-------charles baudelaire-------

come on, eunice. you're motivated, remember? no, actually i don't.