Friday, January 26, 2007

WANTED
an older brother...
make that a NICE older brother...
man, those with older bros don't know what a good thing they have. I dunno why, butn i've always wanted an older brother today...lalala..well, so that's my advert...
lame
choir officially sucks now.she doesn't even know what she's talking about. and she keeps thinking that we're some kind of weak choir. unable to take challenges, and tough songs, and unable to tell if we sang properly or not. HELLO we're not one if the other choirs that she takes.I wonder when she is going to see our full potential, and make us live up to the standard that is expected of US. okay, that sounded quite bitchy. but if you've experienced an excellent conductor, no other conductor will ever match up to her...
tomorrow is the first youth fellowship of the year... iguess i should feel excited... but i'm not really. it's just so weird. this time last year, i was busy running around erm...running here and there getting everything prepared and ready. that's the me i recognise. the doer. so why am i slacking? not doing anything? i guess i have my reasons. i've come to terms with it. but there's still this sense of loss everytime i hear stuff about the YFComm? i mean, it was my decision after all... well, i guess i'm just jealous... it'll blow over soon. after all, i can really minister to PEOPLE now.i mean when i was in the comm, i was too busy for anybody. i was busy being busy. so i shall pay more attention to people's needs and see what they need. a friend maybe? or a confidante
that way, i'm still serving God without actually being in a ministry. i can serve God by serving people. i believe that... iguess
hm...the class noticeboard is AWESOME! it has sumurais and geishas painted all over. my hand aches now from all that painting. and i'm about to go blind just staring at the green paint.
hah. and i'm gonna have to stare at it for ONE WHOLE YEAR... haha not that i'm complaining.hm...well oh ya
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN PING(GANJIE)
WISHING YOU A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!
love eunice

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